The FaLLen Angel's Here!

~~Friday, November 30, 2007~~

8:55 PM

After a long time,

I just couldn't wait

get back home today..

I had to blog..

This sudden urge

after catching a movie

with

my darlings..

haha..

Enchanted was just so enchanting...

Really...

Not only was it humorous,

It also had these emotional wrenching touches

here and there.

I really loved certain elements of the movie...
The way they blended

the animated world with reality

was impressive.
Certain dialogues really got embossed

on my mind..
‘ I am angry but I feel wonderful..’

Just shows that

anger is a very vital emotion

that makes us feel alive..

haha..

‘sire..do you like yourself..?

whats there not to like..’

haha..

I saw two condradicting charecters

their own flaws

and

yet

the way they perceived themselves

as being

perfect and imperfect

made me

reflect abit on my part..
The way the REAL(ity) prince

kept looking at the princess

made all of us go ‘awwwww’.

Haha..

I mean..

It is acting on their part..

but to think that

somewhere

there are couples

who look at each other

in the similar manner

even after years of marriage

made me

go ‘aaawwww’ again..

haha.. yeah..

and

after the movie

as usual we had our mini discussion..

and

we felt that although it was a fairy tale

and

its actually everyones

deep down wish..

lead their life

with

someone who fits them perfectly

in every aspect

and

to have a life

that’s so called

‘ happily ever after..'

as Alizeh was saying..

It literally

doesn't have

to be

a fairy tale

with

castles, dwarfs, fairy god mothers

and

amicable animals

help you

with daily chores..

simply the life you live now

can be

a fairy tale to each individual

in his or her own way

with

their very own cherished loved ones.

Nothings going to be accomplished

being busy

every second of the day

when

you cant even smile

at someone for just a second..

you know..

all it takes

just a smile

to brighten up someones day..

whats a ‘hi, just called

to say

I miss you or ask have ya taken your lunch’

gonna take..

why call us friends

when theres simply

no connection

between

us..

each of us

have

our own life to live..

yeah..

but

isn't life surrounded with

people whom you care

a much more

beautiful place to be in..

and

all that happiness..

blissfull wedding talk

made me realize something..

Some day when I get married..

That day

when I stand beside him

at the end of the ceremony..

The moment

I throw my bouquet..

who ever that lucky girl is

to get hold of it..

I want her

wish that

she too will

be beaming

with

a smile so bright

and

that twinkling happiness

in her eye just as

We do...

Might sound

like am wishing

for

a fairy tale ending..

haha..

but

its all justified

wishes of a normal

human being..

Its always

good to dream

you know..

Dreams do have the tendency

coming true

when

you are least expecting it..

haha..

well well..

I guess

the magical dust

certainly has rubbed

its charm on me..

So before I blabber

out my inner desires

further

I better get going..

keke..

oh!! & after missing two classes,

my mysterious

advertising lecturer

has

appeared!

Haha..

I should say

that

it was worth the wait!!

* winx*
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~~Thursday, November 29, 2007~~

11:41 PM

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~~Tuesday, November 27, 2007~~

10:30 PM

and they certainly do the darndest things as well.. =p

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~~Monday, November 19, 2007~~

8:41 PM

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~~Thursday, November 15, 2007~~

5:30 PM

Tomorrow's

the last paper of term one!!

Wohoo!!

Hoping for the

Best & Worst..

haha..

yesh.typical me.

and yeah..

Saturday..

Wanna Have fun..

Forget everything

and

Just go with the flow..

Have FUN!!

Didn't probe them

about

the plans or anything..

For once..

Just wanna be carefree..

Let someone else take in charge..

haha..

yes..

Oh well..

Got to get back to mugging now.

Tomorrow..

I shall start slacking..

Trust me.

and till when..

Till Monday..

Coz Monday's

TERM 2!!!!

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~~Monday, November 12, 2007~~

8:47 PM

I wanna write alot..

about giving second chances

but choosing to rot in hell..

about rejoicing in others sorrows..

some people never change..

or rather never learn..

Never treasure those around them..

No point crying over spilled milk!!

when will you people ever learn!!!!

thick skinned!!!

but well..

in certain scenarios as this..

I have to supress the story by omitting details..

I really wish I can attack and destroy

but oh well..

I have to show compassion for the people involved..

Forget it!

Todays paper was really an utter dissapointment..

Really felt like a waste of time..

Although it was very opinion based

we were furious

coz

we were mislead!!

Most of the cues

we got were nowhere

to be seen in the paper!!

gosh..

standard 2 reactions in my class!

some cried

some laughed

but

the base was the same!!

we were emoting

for our pathetic state!!

as for me..

Cant believe I started giggling afterI saw the paper..

yeah!! I giggled..grr

aaah!!

ok..over and done..cant do anythin else about it..

man!! for the things that are happening around me to the people

who I damn love alot..

I feel utterly helpless!!!!

Can I have that screaming duel match soon!!?

Anyone wanna join?

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~~Thursday, November 8, 2007~~

11:52 PM

Past hurts..

Yeah..

This scar within

will

always remain..

Was just talking with kather..

Have been talking to him

for

long hours..

for

the past few days..

It made me realize..

That

No matter

how many years down the road..

The past will still hurt like hell..

fresh wound everytime

The topic comes up....

But just like

what

my dear bro told me..

I am happy that

I have

eyes that can see,

Ears that can hear..

and

I am able to express

myself to others..

No longer the Abee

who

confined herself to her room..

No longer

do I bury myself

within

the invisible walls..

But..

No matter

how poised I am now..

The 'once upon a time' incidents

always terrifies me...

and

as kather pointed out..

I have passed through all of them..

and

m here beaming

with pride

and

genuine smile..

Thanks

two particular souls..

My beautiful angels..

Have always believed

in the fact

that

HE has a reason

for

every happening..

and

Through the conversation today..

I realized the reason

behind

what happened

in the past..

Although

I can never forget it..

conceal the tears

and

scars created by it..

I realized

I can be another reason

for

someone else

to come out

of their shell..

I can heal another soul..

God has given the choice to us..

Be a tormentor or healer..

Thanks to HIM,

I have seen both

and coz of that

I am who I am today..

God definitely wants us

meet a few wrong ones

before the 'perfect' ones..

So that

we'll learn how to cherish

and

respect true

love,care and concern..

Sorry if I sounded too emotional..

Hiaz..

Been triggered..

Alrite..

Till The Next Time..

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~~Wednesday, November 7, 2007~~

1:11 AM

Temperament
Flexible

Nothing seems to bother you - you sail through life crisis free.

It's not that your life

doesn't have its ups and downs,

it's just that you handle everything

without unnecessary drama and antics.

You approach each day fresh,

not worrying about

yesterday or tomorrow.

You are confident

that

you can handle anything

that comes your way

and

experience has shown that

you are absolutely right about this.

Interests
Simple

You are continually pursuing

a simpler and less complicated life

you don't allow yourself

to fall victim

all of the

"should do's"

that

society continually bombards you with.

You are thoughtful

about your life choices

and

think in terms of yourself,

others and the world

in which we live.

You have a great sense

that we are part of something

much bigger

and

we must be good to others,

if we want others

and

the world to be good

to us.

Amusement
Thoughtful

You are easily stressed out

and

overwhelmed

you need to take care

yourself first

and

foremost.

Because

you tend to be self reflective,

you know your limits quite well

and

must remember

not exceed those limits.

When you overwhelm

your life with

obligations and responsibilities,

you tend to shut down

and

go into yourself even further.

Take some time

find your serenity

and

kick back your feet.

Passion
Traditional

Your notions

about

romance are viewed

unrealistic by many,

but

don't let that stop you.

When you think of romance,

you think

huge gestures of commitment,

sacrifice and love

like

we see in the movies.

Flowers, chocolate,

and wine

are just some of the ways

your heart.

You want to feel loved

and

treasured by your partner

and

you expect to be courted,

admired

and

hotly pursued.

You long for old fashioned dating.

Haha..

Well..

Instead if debating

about how true it is..

I will just leave it

as it is for now

and

leave you guys

ponder

if these details

really

suit my personality..

Hehe..

Alrite..

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~~Monday, November 5, 2007~~

12:09 AM

First of all..

I found out today

that

be it a teenager or an aging men,

they just dont stop

and

ask for directions!!

grr..

OK..

M not labelling anyone here

but

this is what happened..

It was my

parents 28 year wedding anniversay

and

we had plans

to go out for early dinner..

As usual,

plans got detered

and

we ended up

going for late dinner..

As the day was suppose to be special for them,

I gave them the honour of

choosing the dinner spot.

They decided on bukit batok.

Someway around the bukit gombak hill,

saying that it had some real sweet memories.

ok.thats the 'awww..choo chweet' part..

but

when we ended up circling the area

for nearly half an hour

for the nearest car park.

That really got me on the edge of my seat..

I was already having a pounding headache

and

nauseating feeling..

Being the fillial daughter ,

I tried to be on my best behaviour..

and

asked my dad to ask someone he knew..

who knew about the area well.

Guess what..

he was like..

No..No..I will find out..wait..hold on..

and

there we were ..

going round and round..

hiaz..

well..at least if the food had been worth..

I would have been satisfied..but gosh..

it made me throw up the whole day's intake..

don't even wanna describe the food..gosh..

but

then I must admit

that the fun time started

only after we got back home..

After I nearly emptied the bottle of axe oil

onto my forehead,

I brought out the cake

I had bought with aynul and Loggie..

hehe..Dad was so cute...blushing and all..

hehe..started snapping shots of them together..

and

my dad was moving the furnitures around

get to the various portions of the paintings in my home

as back ground pictures..

haha..

even mommy was playing along..

surprise suprise..

28 years

and

even though not a day passes

without

their adorable 'bickerings'...

It amazes me..

28 years

looking after each other..

simply

being there for each other..

and

even the concern and care

that

hides beneath the fights..

Pray to God that this lasts...

oh and guess what..

haha..

Add another thing

my first time list..

The outing with my darlings!!

details shall be spared for the moment..

but

just glad that we went along with the flow..

keke..

This past week..

really been filled with stuff..

tormenting and yet eye opening..

the outing was a form of stress breaker..

Realized where I stood

most of my important ones lifes..

Kather..Aynul..Loggie...Vinod...

All 4 of them..

Made me realize certain things..

in different perspectives..

thanks darlings..

Certain relations only grow stronger

when faced with hardships..

No road is smooth...

thats what makes you the best driver..

isn't it..

Really felt that

certain things are worth going through..

M not an emotional kinda person..

just that..

realization hit hard..

shadow does nt leave you..

even though its presence is unknown at times..

Though

there are times

I feel as if m back to sqaure one..

I know..

This is just me..

and

whatever happens..

I am gonna be there for them...

and

These selective people..

The diamonds amongst pebbles..

Are gonna be there for me..

with me..

Just the thought

that

they are standing by..

means alot at times..

oh gosh..

hehe..

I am in a mood

to pour out alot

of things today..

I guess..

I better curb myself now..

Its getting way too long.

So till the next post..

U be good

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Labels: Life, Reflection

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~~Thursday, November 1, 2007~~

2:37 PM

For some unknown reasons..

I have always loved

Ariel, The mermaid..

The yearning she had..

The feelings she poured..

Used to wonder

when

I was young..

How it would be

live in such a world..

Now that I've grown up..

I Know

its just an imaginery world..

Yet..

Now & Then..

I still do..

Lose myself

the cartoon visuals..

Something about it..

Still

keeps me yearning..

and

wondering..

Keeping me

bonded

with the character..

Maybe..

Its just the child in me..

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