The FaLLen Angel's Here!

~~Thursday, July 31, 2008~~

7:50 PM

As
I think about
the upcoming
boot camp..
I cant help
but look back
at
the batam pics
and
think about
the events
that happened
during that time..

Oh and by the way..
This pic was
taken after
the Back to back
soccer match!
HAhaha!
and did I tell You
That the Gals won?
hehe..

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

7:17 PM

As I Jump Down....

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Wednesday, July 30, 2008~~

12:21 AM

Told u he is KeerrrrUUuuuUuTtTtE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (CUTE!!) HAHA!!

p= well..well.. some how or rather it feels good to wake a sleeping baby up!! =p
Especially When you get such reactions!!!!
haahahaa!!

&
Finally after screaming
(note the point: screaming and not crying)
He went back to his sleep!
Such a bundle of joy
(and he was 'bundled by ME!!)
hehehe!

The Miracle that reminds me that life is still beautiful....

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Monday, July 28, 2008~~

11:24 PM

Blog..Bloggers and More Blogging..=p

I am suppose to upload quite a number of pictures.
Raihan's close up shot and he is cute ( pronouced as KERRR-YEEERR-TTTTEEE) hehehe.. Mariam sis must haf drank lots of soya bean!! haha and people when I was talking about meeting raihan farish for the firat time, I was referring to Mariam akka's new born baby boy!!! hahaha!! oh boy..ok..Am not so mean.. I know you all meant well ..hahah..oops..shh!

The next one the list was my papa's P6 1968 gathering! That day's even is worht a whole separate post I tell you. So keep watching for the post 'sweet summer of 69!!' hehe..

hmm..and then today was yet another eye opener..Will talk about it as things progress..

yay! yet another course tomorrow and yet another overseas trip with ccpe darlings.. haha.. alot of things are coming up..bothminor scale and major scale.haha..
ok have been giggling ALOT today..erm..haha..Wondering where the path is leading me to.definitly looks interesting yet complicated..
Lets wait and watch and surprising connection keeps getting lost everytime I click on the window.. Fated or what..Aka ta.taa...AIyaa..I dont know laaa! hahaha!
Alrite I better get going before I blabber even more..
oh by the way I love you blog!! hahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Saturday, July 26, 2008~~

12:17 PM

150TH GLORY POST!!

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This is my 150th blog..
As I sit in my room..
watching
my computer screen..
I go back
to my
very first blog
and
the reason
I started to blog..
Amusing on my behalf..
To think of the reason
why people start to blog.
Some
just to blend in
the crowd..
For some..
persuaded by peers
and then
they are some..
who simply create a blog
with hidden intentions..
well well To each his own..
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Its a weekend
and
It was the games carnival day
in my school..
As I look at the word
'my school'
I smile to myself..
From My workplace
it has turned
to
my school
and
my girls..
As each day passes by..
even w/out realizing
I have really taken
to the school
as my
very own..
( I know..
Getting too personal
with anything
gets
the red light
blinking)
Oh well..
been there..
done that..
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Its just funny to think about it..
Throughout the path called LIFE..
Have been traveling
even
without having
a minute to grasp the fact
that I have indeed been
going on a ride..
Theres no way
that I could return back
and
amend a few stuffs
here and there..
Even if I would
want to sometimes..
At the end
I stand firm
on my ground..
No matter
what
God has a reason
for
every play..
and
this moment
makes me
nod my head..
As loggie said..
everyones entry
is preplanned
with
a tag called fate..
Whats meant to happen,
happens.
Am ready
for
the next chapter
now..
I don't have
to be meaner
then I used to be..
or sarcastic
as I intended to be..
All I need to do..
is just go with the flow
with an open mind..
'Mentally'
am prepared
to face all the similar
situations..
but this time..
m well prepared..
to react
and
to come over..
Theres no point
in holding on..
When the other thread
has been let loose
its best to let go..
and
continue the journey..
In every aspect..
All I had to do
was release
the pent up feelings
and
Here I am
with a very light heart..
All I have to do..
is be my rejuvenated self..
All I have to do is
be a new born
once again..
and
M ready to face yet
another
sun rise
and
sun set..
=====================================

What do you when some one
that you have known
for some time,
poses you a question
that goes like this?
'Do we know each other'
and then you give this person
a sceptical eye brow lift
and the person goes
again..
'Noo..
I mean
do we REALLY know each other before..
Coz
we really got close
in a short time..'

Donno how you will all react
but I went
'The 1980s' syndrome dear'
polished up
with
a lift up
eyebrow
smile!

=)
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M getting too attached..
and
the bond is getting
too
strong..
Good...
Not good..
Only
Time
will tell..

====================

Dad's
P6 party
tomorrow..
Just me
and
him
going.
Am excited..
haha..
For 'Mrs.Pratez'
and
a couple of other
reasons..

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Mom..
was there..
is therr..
will be there..
but
her
perception
towards
alot of things
have changed..
I am glad..
Love u mom..

===================================

M fated to be a solo child
I guess.
Yesterday
a thambhi was there..
Now a 'ANNA' is here..
but..
no comments..

============================================
Boot camp..
8,9
or
16, 17?
Both dates are also clashing..
but
I SO
WANNA
GO!!

============================================

I know HE is coming..
By the end of next year..
Thats all the time I have..
Something tells me
I got to be prepared..
When I don't really have
a reason to say NO and
I don't really have
the heart to say a YES..
What do I do..?

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=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Thursday, July 24, 2008~~

9:56 PM

The KISS That Saves the Life..
&
The Mannequin that 'poses'
=p

Our Casualties

No 3: 'I give up!!'

No 2: 'I rock even with a bandage!!'

No 3: 'And M The Best' (Yells 'MOMMY!!!)

The Little Moments
that
Makes
My day brite!!
Now theres where I go..
KEEP IT CLEAN!!!!

My 'stress buddy'
My last resort
when stress level hits
99.9%!
Presenting to u:
MR.PANJANG!

Done by:
My CEP DARLINGS!!

P.S: The hand is not what you think it is! LoL!!

(p'')
Can U Guess
which
of the
green guy
is the
shortest
&
who's
the tallest?
(''p)

Its all about feeling 'at home'..

Sweet lil sincere gift..
Straight from the heart..

More to come..

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Saturday, July 19, 2008~~

9:46 AM

'EMO DREAM'

Finally She came..
but Almighty had decided that it was too late....

She sniffed,sobbed, wailed and screamed..
but it was to no avail....

Sh wasn't there in moments of joy..
She didn't tag along to bask in happiness....
She couldn't be bothered with the tears..
She did not run along when the swing beside was empty..

So what's the point of being there
when the soul had left without a return ticket
and the heart had gave up on beating....

While the soul was wandering around..
She went back to the memory lane....
Little did she know that ..
What once was a raging fire....
is now a burnt house..

It is indeed painful to watch her cry....
but isn't that what they call retribution??

P.S: It might be just a dream,
but to think years down the road..
It might be a dream come true....
Even without realizing,
my eyes cleanse them selfs
once again..

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

9:32 AM

Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger?
There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese.....

Thumb represents your Parents
Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings
Middle finger represents your-Self
Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner
& the Last (Little) finger represents your children

Firstly, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back
Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip
(As shown in the figure below):

Now, try to separate your thumbs
(representing the parents)...,
they will open,
because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong,
and have to leave you sooner or later.
Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers
(representing siblings)... .,
they will also open,
because your brothers and sisters will have
their own families
and will have to lead
their own separate lives.

Now join the Index fingers and separate your Little fingers
(representing your children)....,
they will open too,
because
the children also will
get married
and
settle down
on their own
some
day.

Finally,
join your Little fingers,
and try to separate
your Ring fingers
(representing your spouse).
You will be surprised to see
that you just
CANNOT..
because
Husband & Wife
have to remain together
all their lives
through
thick and thin!!

ISN'T THIS A LOVELY THEORY?
or should I say a practical DEMONSTRATION. ...!!

Thanks to Rahimah for sending me this email!
Thank You dear!!
=)

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Wednesday, July 16, 2008~~

2:56 PM

On Behalf of Nages Darling!
Actually on the behalf of all of us.. =)

Today morning

my child hood buddy nages

gave me a call

and We had a discussion

in regards to forming a team

to make a difference

in a childs' life.

( well thats how I see it =)

Basically We'll be coming up

with activities

to help out

in a home.)

She had emailed me the necessary details

and

I have posted them below for all of you to read and if possible consider in engaging yourself in at least one of the activities. (Out of your own will of course =p )

Do let me know if you need to know further details.

Would be very glad to be of assistance.
So here are the details:

Background information-

The kids we'll be working with

are from the ages of 6-12 years.

A majority of them come from unsuitable home environments

while (very few of them)

some of them are beyond parental control.

They are referred to the centre

by counsellors, MPs etc.

They have a regular routine

and go to school.

Our activities will probably be

focused in the evening hours

from about 6-9pm

on weekdays and saturdays.

Some of them return home

on weekends

if the home environment permits

but there are still kids

who remain in the home

even on weekends.

So we'll be there for them

on saturday evenings

as much as possible.
This is their web add:

http://www.childrensaidsociety.org.sg/

(if you want to know more about the organisation and their location.)

This will be a long term project

where each one of us

develops a strong and stable relationship

with the kids

so that they will respond to what is being done.

Very often, volunteers help out only on a one-time basis.

Their work is nonetheless valued.

However, the kids have developed

a general disinterest in volunteers

because

they assume that

the volunteers are never going to return

anyway.

What we will do will change

this and show them

that people do really care.

We will provide them

with the type of long-term support

they require to develop

into the strong, bright and independent individuals

they are meant to be.

For a very long time,

these kids have been victims

of their circumstances.

We have the opportunity

and the means to change this

by empowering these children

so that they rise above

these circumstances.

Let's step up to it.

Please check out the information

about the areas

where

you can play

a part in

(below)

and

consider what you wanna be

involved in

and we can plan a schedule

about

the days and activities soon.

Thank You Very much!

-=CHILDREN AID SOCIETY PROJECT=-

READING
Library
- Requires a team of 6-8 librarians on rotation;

2 librarians on each shift
- 4 times a week (Mon, Wed, Fri, Sat)
- Establish computerized borrowing system
- Inculcate values, behavior relating to library etiquette and
caring for books
- Liven up physical setting of library:

putting up relevant
posters etc.
- Organize fun reading activities, eg. story-telling, skits etc. to
enhance childrens interest in reading

CURRICULUM
Tamil Tutoring
- Requires a team of 3-5 tutors
- Curriculum to be prepared by

Tamil teachers and
implemented by tutoring team
- Weekly classes

Secular Moral Education
- Requires a team of 3-5 facilitators
- Collaborate with SSSO to plan curriculum

based on EHV
program
- Weekly sessions

RECREATION
Indoor (Board) Games
- Requires a team to facilitate activities within games area

Art & Craft
- Design weekly programs to engage

the children's interest
and motivate them to explore

their own creativity and talent

Music
- Design weekly programs to engage

the children's interest
and motivate them to explore

their own creativity and talent

Dance & Movement
- Design weekly programs to engage the children’s interest
and motivate them to explore their own creativity and talent

* This is just an initial outline of what is immediately required by the Home.

For everything else,

let's just go with the flow!

Make more than just

lemonade out of lemons!

('Semma' Punch Nages!!)

(''P)

Labels: Society

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~~Sunday, July 13, 2008~~

12:25 PM

Fortune Cookies 4 Me!!!!

Your daily kiss fortune:

July 3

One cannot refuse to eat
just because
there is
a chance of
being choked.
Love is a great risk,
but not loving
is of
greater risk -
even though
you may
have been hurt badly
before ,
a great love
will come to you
soon and you must be
ready
to accept
it.

July 4:

Your daily kiss fortune:
Fear less, hope more,

eat less, chew more,

whine less, breathe more,
talk less,say more,
love more,
and all good things
will be yours.
Be aware
of what your actions
and their effects
on others.
demonstrating concern
for another
can go a long way
in the next
five
days.

July 5:
Your daily kiss fortune:
Pay attention to your dreams tonight.
They will tell you
what you need
to enhance
a relationship.

July 6:
our daily kiss fortune:
Tell them what you really think.
Otherwise, nothing will change.
Speaking honestly right now
will save you much sadness
and will set the course for you
to move through life
with
strength.

July 10:
Your daily kiss fortune:
Things will soon go your way.
Stay the course,
keep looking for the good
and things will go your way
in the long run
even if they don't appear
to be working out
in the short run.

July 11:
Your daily kiss fortune:
Where there is great love
there are always miracles.
The intesity of your feelings
will cause
good things to happen
that are beyond
your
wildest
dreams.

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Friday, July 11, 2008~~

9:18 PM

REMIX 'BLUNDERS'!!
LoL!!