The FaLLen Angel's Here!

~~Friday, May 30, 2008~~

9:46 PM

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Best Friends Share Lipsticks,
Troubles,
Chocolates,
Good Times & Bad Times!!
Best Friends
Go Shopping Together
Right After
A Fight!!

{BOTTOM LINE}
Best Friends
Do The Stupidest Things
Together!!

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~~Sunday, May 25, 2008~~

3:20 AM

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3:04 AM

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~~Saturday, May 24, 2008~~

3:22 PM

Its up to u now..

Stranger..Friend or Foe..

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~~Thursday, May 22, 2008~~

8:39 PM

God knows after how long Abee's gonna step out of Singapore!!

(although mom is still searching high and low for my passport)

M gonna be away on the 13th and 14th!! Yay!!

1st day was full of intros and alot to grasp! haha!

Thank god for the motherly assistance rendered!

and Lets see how things go..

For now am just over joyed that m going away!!

So many Yays!!

hahahahaha!

Oh and just one minus Point!

My desk is making me feel like a receptionist!

GOD!!!! U know wat m asking? hehe!!

ook..I got go now..another random blog! heck but who cares!

LoL! And tomorrow am having dinner out after work!!

hehehehe!

and saturday nyte Movie!!

(Insha allah to all =} )

heehehee..ok enuff!!

too much of luffing is also nt good!

I better go now and help mom with the searching!!

hehe!

oops..okie! Tatata!!!!

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~~Wednesday, May 21, 2008~~

1:06 AM

Day Shot of Masjid Sultan

Entrance..oh well..and the Exit too!

haha! The 'Ushers'

'With reflection' by Abdul Kather

The spy and the 'victim'!

*oops! faizal,caught u shaking leg when u were supposed to be working!*

Free Brooch!! hahaha!

Whos the odd one out?

Night Shot..while I was waiting for them to finish their chit chat sessions! =p

hehe! and I cldn't resist this last pic!!!!

He's chooo cute!!

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~~Saturday, May 17, 2008~~

1:13 AM

First of all,

Lemme take a deep breath!!
WEEee!!
The prayers are still going on as planned earlier..
Despite all the obstacles
they have managed to come across
and We'r goin on with the plans.
Insha Allah,Hope everything goes as planned!
=)

Yeah and
M actually going to a all gals' school!!
double yay to that!! haha!
and had fabulouso briyani today!
thanks to wana and salwa!
and adrriiiian!!
U better don't forget that lunch!
You said you ll come over to the skool for lunch
(actually I don't mind outside lunch tooo!) =p

TOday all of us signed contract
and had a jolly amusing time
in the 'lock up' room!
Went in at 2 and had to amuse ourselfs till 5 plus!!
Wana with her 'yippee yayaaa, yippe yippe yaya'!
haha was trying her level best to get me to concentrate! lol!
gimme a month babe!
I'll MASTER IT!

Ronald with his diagrams!
After GOD knows how long I heard the terms,
Co,Tangent,sin! Thanks to Quadri Darling!!
Oh! And Salwa with the hangmen!!!
haha! the best part was the 'visualization'!!!
freaky yet true!
How mind plays a great part
in extending your abilities!!

tsktsk!
and after a long long time
something else happened too!!
too bad! Mymy..
but that was indeed
an adorable smile! haha!!

hmm..
M pretty much getting used to it
m not gonna complain anymore
had enough
so am focusing on other areas!

M def nt gonna enjoy tmr!
but thanks to adrian and salwa!
I think it will be abit bearable!

Darling Loggie is going away on trip..
short while but hiaz..
m gonna miss her..
esp now..
with all the changes
and events goin on..

Kather has been a gem..
Love u da..

and the one thing
that is on the top of my looking
forward to list
is the trip to indonesia
with the clan!!!!!!!!!!!!

All of us are eagerly looking forward to it!
Broke the news to dad today
and he was pretty calm..
insha allah
hope he stays that way..
haha I had to keep
emphasizing the number of days
and mom was at the bk
giving chorus
' u better get used to it!!'
hahahaa..OK thats it for now!
The images
will end
my post
for
now!

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~~Thursday, May 15, 2008~~

11:10 PM

No one needs to think am saint
M a bloody devil in disguise
and no one needs to get reprimands for my sake!
M a selfish idiot and I waste my time(As in years)
just to be proud to be called selfish not once but twice
by the very same person
whom i thought knew me like the back of my hand!!
wowow!! abee great! once again you v been proved that spittin saliva is strt gonna come bk to your face!!
great! am on cloud 9!
coz i have had a bunch of accusations thrown at my face!
its always abt me.my feelings and my priorities!
wow! feels great huh!
will i decided long time ago i shld nt vent my feelings here!
but heck! a blog seems to be hell better then the bullshit of being frank and i come and tell u strt stuff!
seriously! Oh who m I kidding!
its me!
yeah I ll sit in a corner and I WILL DO THE BLOODY REFLECTION!
oh and now m a bitch like her rite!?
just coz she happen to be once a upon a time my cousin, now am on equal par as her rite!! double wow there!
thanks to my bloody heart that took in everythin even after i went through shit!
thanks for making me a bloody random blogger who pours out things without thinking!
thanks... thanks really thanks alot..thanks for making me slap myself before i wld bare my soul to another individual soul..
thanks..Life is soo full of roses now..especially at this moment..when i cant freaking see my nephew..when things get jammed and when m entering a new phase filled with doubts..thanks for making me strangle myself..thanks..
oh and yeah sorry for being such a bitch okie..sorry for spitting out soo much of vulgarities at myself that i dont even say in normal circumstances..thanks for shredding me not once but twice..thanks..

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10:37 PM

And Of course, Thats COFFEEE!!!!

Tea Break!!

Debating session! Mutton, Chicken or was it just potatoes??

The question was yet be answered!

Very first day..Very first attempt!

Suprise Birthday Party!

Happy Birthday Babe!!

The start of a journey..

With trust and confidence..
All the best wishes to all of you babes and dudes!!
Wink Wink!!

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~~Wednesday, May 14, 2008~~

11:24 PM

Walk away..
Go..
If that was the intention
for all these years..
Go..
I have got no right
to hold on..
You have made it clear.
Thank You.

He's here..
And I don't care..
I really don't..

M going back
to where it all started..
All the memories..
came back..
Hitting me in my face like electric jolts..
Must I go through this..
Can I opt nt too..
I guess I can't..

Its cancelled..
After all the preparations..
After all that fuss..
Cancelled due to some pple's insecurity..
No connection..
No effort..
and yet they influenced it..

M getting weary..
How many more times
must I go through this with you..
for u to realise
m nt there for u for
what you are thinking..
but coz I want to..
OnLY god knows..
and till you realise it..
IF you realise it or nt..
U'r gonna keep pricking me everytime.
and gal..
words cant be taken back..
Is it so hard
to decode what I say..
oh yeah as for being sarcastic..
BEEN THERE..DONE THAT..
The mask you're wearing..
belonged to me once..

I think its time
to really really make it hard..
so hard
that no one can break it..
I no longer want anything
that I wanted..
I just want the years
to fly quickly..
so that I can fufill
what m suppose to..

yeah..
Thats all.
Nothing much.
Nuthing less..
Save the trouble and chaos and risk of hypertension.

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~~Thursday, May 8, 2008~~

7:23 PM

A management trainee,

A list researcher, A customer executive

and An advertising executive..

Finally

A Co Curricular Project Executive..

Well,Thats the list of jobs t

hat so far

I managed to qualify for

and

the one that

I chose to settle down

with was

the CCPE Position!!

Am in the training stage now..

Picking up

the skills and knowledge

from the workshops..

May 13th,

We'll know which school

we are being posted too..

So far, I must say that

I have enjoyed

my training sessions

and

my fellow ccpe's..

A whole bunch of joyful delights!!

Age ranging from 21 to 61,

and

people with all

kinda work experience,

from ex OM to social workers..

oh yeah and not forgetting

camp instructors!!

haha..and there are times

when I feel abit out of place

or tend to wonder off thinking

what on earth m I doing here..

but then when I look around,

I know..

I just HAVE TO GIVE IT A GO..

and it helps that

the batch is closely bonded..

we more or less know

why each of us are there

and what are our backgrounds..

From someone

who wanted to fufill

his dad's desire for him

to be a teacher

(and according to him,

the next closest thing

to being a teacher,

is a CCPE at the moment =p)

to someone

who just wanna be

a lively environment.

As for me..

I think..

Its the school environment

that sounds appealing..

Due to circumstances..

I did'nt really savour

my school moments..

I am going in with open eyes

to the amount of stress involved

and all other reasons..

I know in this work scope..

I got to overcome

certain of my phobias

and be

VERY VERY independant..

As for the independant part,

I am not worried..

coz am past

that

stage of clinging on

someone!

*ehem! abee had lunch alone at BK hor!!*

haha..yeah..besides that..

and to know that

at the end of the day,

I have made

someone's day better

makes me smile..

There I am..

After so many interviews..

So many considerations

and contemplations

plus

not forgetting

the 'presentations'

I had to present to my dad

to convince him that

THIS was what

I really wanna take up

for the moment..

Well..

cant say he is really satisfied

but he has let it 'loose'

at the moment..

and I make it a point

not to show my weariness

after work

when he gives me

'admin' jobs to do..

Talking about that

the meelathun celebration

is fast approaching.

First would be

noori's wedding

on the 18th,

followed by the function

at masjid sultan the next day.

They have assigned me to

stage coordination duties

and as usual

Photography is my responsibilty..

keke!

Ooops..

Have I blabbered

too

much?

Actually theres still alot

that

I wanna say..

but

I dont wanna give

the impression of a 'saw'!

So, I will end here..

You all be good

and

=)Take Care (=

Oh!

the counting down

process

has started

from

yestrday!!

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~~Tuesday, May 6, 2008~~

11:58 PM

Its sad
When people you know

become
people you knew..

When
you can walk
right past someone

like
they were never
a big part of your life..

How
you used to be
able to talk for hours..

and
now you can
barely look at them..

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~~Monday, May 5, 2008~~

4:46 PM

recent conversation

with one of my darlings.

To maintain

the 'originality' of the conversation,

I have given it in the pure form..

haha..that is to say,

its in tamil.

Sorry for those

who can't understand

coz once translated,

it simply loses it meaning

Before I go into elaborating

why its here,

Please do read

the conversation

below..

அ: உன் மனசுலே இப்ப

நான் நல்லவலா கெட்டவலான்னுதானே

யோசிச்சுட்டு இருக்கே..

ஆ:இல்லையே..

அ: அப்போ நான் கெட்டவனே

முடிவு பன்னிட்ட இல்லே..

ஆ: *ஒரே சிரிப்பு*

அ: டெய்! நீ ரொம்ப நல்லவ டெய்!

ஆ: அதுதான் எப்பொவோ தெரியும்மெ!

அ: நான்தான் கெட்டவ..

ஆ: அதுவும் எப்பவொ தெரியும்மெ!

அ: டெய்! நீ நல்லவா ஆனது என்னால்..
நான் கெட்டவ ஆனது உன்னால்!

ஆ: அதுல இப்ப என்ன உனக்கு சந்தேகம்?

அ: நம்ம நிதானமா ஒரு நிலையிலதானெ
இருக்க்கோம்?

ஆ: ஆமாம் டர்லிங்! ஏன் கேட்கிராய்?

அ: இல்லை..இன்னிக்கு ரொம்ப்ப உன்மையா பேசுரோமே

அதான் கேட்டேன்.

Following the conversation we went in mega luffing fits..

It might sound meaningless to many..

or might even sound like

we spoilt each other..

but on a serious note..

to rewind back o

ur 4 years old tape..

Only we know

how the torns pricked

and

How the flowers bloomed..

Once again

we are at this path..

Where different directions

confuse us..

but then again..

the only thing

that does not change is change itself..

Definitely much more capable

now of handling stuffs

in a better way..

So..

had just placed the trust on GOD

and

I keep telling myself that

what ever's happening..

is happening for a reason..

might be bad for the time being

but in the end

when u land yourself in a reflecting moment,

You will realise..

everything that had happened

was to teach you something..

so well..m taking a deep breath

and just leaving it

to the time flow..

Although

I can vainly say that

I don't give a damn..

As the dates are

nearing..

I find myself quite

apprehensive..

I dont want to be..

Maybe its due to the sayin

blood is thicker then water..

Even if I don't want to..

I cant prevent myself

from thinking about it

over and over again..

May 10 I heard..

But somethings telling me

its gonna be even before that..

When it happened the first time..

I was too young to grasp

what was happening

and

somehow I managed to overcome it..

I ran all the way to see

the next generation

and no one really cared..

but now..

I can't..

and

that hurts..

GOD..

I know

we should not

depend on miracles..

but once in a while..

Theres no harm in

wishing upon a falling star..

isn't it..

Wishing..Hoping..and Praying..

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