The FaLLen Angel's Here!

~~Monday, February 28, 2011~~

10:32 AM

Yet another count down starts..

To Friday..

Another ending..

Although

I have got options after that..

Am still clueles...

The situation

that was stirred in december

does nt seem to get better.

In fact its getting worst

with each of their action..

and

people are really getting frustrated with them..

I really hope

some one will tell

that to their face

as They think other wise!

Funny!

Weird

some people just can't

use the component

called BRAINS

in their upper department!

hiaz.

Oh btw

Another

wedding is coming up soon in the family!

Most of us are gonna be wearing lengha

and I love mine!

Just collected it from

JB Tailoring shop yesterday..

But a small prob!

haha

I love my punjabi suit even more then the lengha!

The colour really stole my heart away!

haha..

I am telling myself

I have to wear the lengha

but m so tempted with the punjabi suit!

lol..

and after ages am going all GOLD jewellry!!

haha..

Hmm..

I am praying the week should run fast fast..

Feb seems to be dragging abit..

maybe coz m expecting certain things..

My NEPHEW's arrival!!

hehe..

Excited!

Nervous

and certainly delighted!

Praying the mother will have a smooth delivery!

Insha allah

and My nephew will have FUN upon his arrival!

heehe..

Counting down for that too..

Life is full of count downs actually eh..

hmm..

I wanna blog alot today

but I am actually at work..

lol

and I need to do

WORK!

So See ya guys later!

Have a fabulous week ahead!

Ameen!

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Tuesday, February 22, 2011~~

6:34 PM

Where this path thats staring at me is heading too..

Only GOD Knows..

I feel as if m standing in front of this lone long alley..

that is ambushed by tonnes of stuff..

and yet all look alienated to me..

As I stand there..

Things magnify..zoom and I become a micro mini thing in the picture..

yeah thats how I feel..

A micro mini thing..

that people are after..

coz I am what they claim to be a possession..

Something they safe guarded to show case..

and now that it has flown off..

Its all its own fault..

What the hell..

I m neither made of cotton nor am I made of rock..

No matter how many times I have screamed this out..

They just dont get it..
And
then what to I do ONE Fine day?
I just WALK Off!
and what do people tell me..
NO POINT RUNNING!
am I running..? for GOD's sake have been through enough..

I need a break..

I need a back up..

I need a shoulder to lean on

and most of all

I need a soul who trusts me..

I am sick and tired of them shooting questiongs and statements at me..

Assumption of what I am or rather

forcing their expections on me

as pushed me off my brim..

Alot of things have been spinning a tale around me since end december 2010..
Its still swirvelling around me..
I am just being swept by the breeze..
Not knowing where I am going..
Pls dont ask me how long or what am gonna do..?
If I knew I would gladly tell..

All I know

is that I dont wanna go back to being 'goody two shoes..'

Back to the same old square one..

where emotions push me to the shadow..

and my sun light just fades off into a rainy weather..

Let me just get to the green meadow..

Run around..
Play on the swings..
Watch a double rainbow..
A beautiful orangey sun set..
and then go to sleep
counting the dazzling stars..
Sounds simple isn't it..
but

An Aquarian life..

always seems complicated in a simple manner..

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

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