The FaLLen Angel's Here!

~~Tuesday, September 30, 2008~~

9:57 AM

Innocence..

The soul companion when you were young..

The genuine smile of a child..

The innocence that beams through it..

Is priceless..

As pure as white..

but it gets stained

as its being used..

Whiteness is something

that barely sustains

throughout the life..

Unless its given

the proper care..

Innocence..

Something that is snatched away

from you as you grow..

At least whiteness can be maintained.

but innocence..

You just wont be able to hold on to it..

No matter what..

Still don't grasp the meaning..

Go watch a child grow..

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~~Monday, September 29, 2008~~

10:16 PM

Its gonna be a year since

We had that gathering..
Looking forward to see
Loggie, Naggie and Baayi
at my place again
and
Hopefully Kamzy betta
will be able to make it
this time round..
hehe..and there is something
very interesting brewing up..
with music.words and pictures..
aha aha..
Was going thru ccpe pics..
batam..JB...
and the one with
wana and salwa @ tekka

one day before we went to batam..
and realized
that the sweets were not just soo sweet
coz of the taste
but coz of the fun we had..
Its this kinda
little indulgence in life
that makes life worthwhile..
Suddenly craving to go somewhere
with
all the lovlies..
Miss the fun..laughter and genuine smiles..

Missing amirul baby too..
Miss the way he makes my sundays' bright..
Can't wait to hear his goo goo gaa gaas..
and Must I say
I miss loggie and baayi
very very much!!?

hehe..
Ok..
Am trying my best
not to rant today..
So I better be off.
and YOU be good..
keke..

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~~Saturday, September 27, 2008~~

10:02 AM

Its a slow saturday..
Plans were made..
but not confirmed..
arg!
I SoOoOoOo wanna get back to my bed..
Felt like a princess yesterday..
heehee...
*Big Big Sigh!*
and

Lullabye session was indeed gooood!!
P.S:Where on earth are YOU??

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~~Friday, September 26, 2008~~

11:58 PM

Yay!!
Got What I wanted
After a super duper long time..
haha..
and my bestie's new nick,
dolphie!!
keke..
Love u di..
A lover will starve with you when you are hungry
but a Best friend will have a feast with you
knowing you are hungry..
Thats Baayi's dialogue for you..
and each and every word has a true ring to it..
Love them both for standing by each..
Each is unique on his/her own way..
and both never fails to be there
when another is in despair amongst our triangle..
To hear from his own mouth,
that we are his 'eyes'
made me grin my famous darlie smile..
haha! was grinning whenever I thought about it!
and Loggie's talent in poem made me tear..
That too in school..
heehee.. I know..
I have got a button for tears!!
LoL..
anyway, We initially decided not to buy anything @ IKEA
but just to go for dinner.
But whats meant to be is meant to be
and We eneded up going
goo goo gaa gaa over each and everything we saw!
Bought a few handful of thnigs
that I happened to be dragging around the shopping centre
and We have set our eyes AND mind on a few things!!
haha, Esp the kitchen sets and that light!!
Man, it was splendid!
Did I tell you, we happen to be chandelier freaks?
haha..well, we just love to live life and therefor
happen to love each and everything in its own way..
keke..
and My room is indeed taking form in a slow manner..
nevertheless something is better then nothing rite?
Oh & Alizeh Darling, You are one of the sweetest pie
I know! May God bless you with joyous moments!!
Will be looking forward to your engagement pics darling..
Hmm..am tired suddenly..haha..
that means I m on the verge of blabbering which is not good at this stage..
So what do I do?
As usual..
Say SayoNaRa!!!!
=)

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4:55 PM

To My Lovely Dolphin,

Love you loads..

You make my every day glow bright..

Muax!!
Yay!

M running to meet you now!!

hehe!!

Here we come IKEA!!

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4:48 PM

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3:48 PM

Every Successful Person

Has

A Painful Story

Every Painful Story

Has

A Successful Ending

Learn

The Pain

Get Ready

For The Success

====================

No One

Can

Go Back

And

Change A Bad Beginning

But

Anyone Can Start Now

And

Create

A Successful Ending

==================================

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~~Thursday, September 25, 2008~~

4:52 PM

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~~Wednesday, September 24, 2008~~

12:47 PM

A stranger was seated

next to a little girl

on the airplane
when the stranger

turned to her

and said,

'Let's talk.

I've heard that flights

go quicker

if you strike up

a conversation

with your

fellow passenger.'

The little girl,

who had just opened her book,

closed it slowly

and

said to the stranger,

'What would you like to talk about?

'Oh, I don't know',

said the stranger.

'How about nuclear power?'

'OK,' she said.

'That could be an interesting topic.

But let me ask you

a question first.

A horse, a cow, and a deer

all eat grass,

the same stuff.

Yet a deer

excretes little pellets,

while a cow

turns out a flat patty,

and

a horse

produces clumps of dried grass.

Why do you

suppose that is?

'The stranger thinks

about it

and says,

'Hmmm,

I have no idea,

'To which the little girl replies,

'Do you really

feel qualified

to discuss

nuclear power

when

you don't know

shit? '

Muhahaha!!

Moral of the story:
When you dont know
nuts abt whats
going on,
just shut up!
haha!

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~~Monday, September 22, 2008~~

10:29 AM

I simply can't seem to comprehend whats revolving around me..
am walking in a daze..
finally painted my room..
avacado green..
thanks to rian and yanti..
finished within a few hours!
wails..cries..luffter and emotional outburst..
all in a day...
peeled of like my paint faded off into the new fresh color..
Have to start working on the designs after raya..
(Insha allah)
Plunging into changes for better..I hope..

With crossed fingers,
ABee..

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~~Friday, September 19, 2008~~

3:25 PM

Rip that mask off..
Its off no use now..
have braced myself..
so theres no point..
I have learnt..
learnt that beyond your fake smile..
there lies a ugly smug..
What once I thought was charming..
now seems..
so fake..
Rip that mask off..
for beneath that skin..
what lies is a plain skeleton..
without a heart..
Just rip it off..
You dont need it any no longer..
coz I have seen through it..

Its me blabbering on a fairly friday..
and I am missing having a shoulder to lean on..
talking abt shoulder to lean on..
It feels like ONLY my shoulders have been used before
( exception of my bestie who is always there for me and me for her..)

am talking about people
who walked in and then out..
Am so paranoid of letting people lie on my shoulder nowadays..
seriously..I feel so rigid..
The so called 'motherlyness'
that they claimed was in me..
has been faded into rigidness..
I know am being unfair to the one in the future..
whoever it is..
but
The scar went thru so deep that even the healing process
is taking eons..
I thought I had let it go..
but I only realized..
at the moments..
some how or rather..
this scar will remain in me.
till..
I dunoo..
till..someone comes along
who makes me warmth..
comfortable
and of course..
I will just know when our shoulders brush..
=)

p.s: thanks to wildfire for the exotic wallpapers!!

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~~Friday, September 12, 2008~~

10:55 PM

Yay! Finally some time to blog..
haha..hmm..actually I have been wanting to blog about alot of things..
The sentosa trip with my darling.. The log ride and 4D movie that made me go 'AAAaah oooh'! hehe..Sept 1 was simply great with my dear bestie..oh and I went back to sentosa after a long time..Memories..but then we really really enjoyed ourselfs!
didnt care abt the 'buffaloes' that were sun bathing and teasing us..
didnt bother if our pants got wet..did'nt bother about anyone else..
ehem other then the eye washing ceremony, we could nt be bothered with anything else but joy of spending time together and snapping away shots!!!
Teachers day the previous was also fabulusoo! loads and loads of gifts,cakes and wishes! hehe..
oh well..and the esplanade trip..mnade a difference..really..
comm and relationship course was mind blowing..after ages,an instructor has finally succeeded in getting our attention throughout the 2 day course..
romantic on the outside but natural on the inside...haha..I wish people could see the interior more often then they do actually..
Schools' been hectic..serious..exam time..verification of alot of things..this preference that allocation..ya da ya da yada *in amy style!*
haahaa but am LOVING IT..as I always say..m happily busy..even lion den seems much more tamed towards me now adays..thank god and touch wood..
Have been confirmed without the formalities another shukur allah for that..
what else..nice knowing alot of characters and personalties..to each his own and its def refreshing to see people who accept you for who you are..
Raya's nearing and cookie season has started..
Butter..ghee..flour..oh yeaah! and CHOCOLATE Fondue!!
haha..hmmm..still waiting..
Tempted to make the first move..ut once is enough..haha..
oh and its not THAT kinda move..just wanna know some facts..
and not what pple think it is..
Just wanna know why..how and a hi and a bye after that..
Life is indeed a circle..
goes round and round and faces keep changing..
so why bother abt minute thing..
Alrite..have done enough blogging for the day..
could be random to some..could be blabber to some..But PEOPLE!
You are in MY BLOG!! So whats new!!
hehe!!!

P.s: & guys,
if you happen to doze off
while in the bus,
pls spare a thought
for the person
next to you..
esp if its a gal
whom you don't know!!
If you really 'taboleh tahan'
I suggest you'd rather stand
than
keep
falling
to her side
and
scaring
the hell out of her!!
grr!!

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~~Monday, September 1, 2008~~

10:59 AM

The 10th Boot Camp..

To be...

(fill in the blankz)

A funfilled hyper, super duper weekend
I had with my lovely CCPES!

You all rawk!

heehee..

First of all,

the food was just SPLENDID!

The facilitators were Super duper FRIENDLY!

and

The rest of the camp troopers
were
HYPER ENERGETIC(ALLY) FUN

to be with!!

Enjoyed ALL the games,

esp
Blow wind blow
and tarzan,gorrilla and Jane!!

The one and a half days just flew past..
haha..
although I was soo tired
that I slept straight for ten hours
after my return,
the prior days at JB was indeed worth it!
The race squeezed the juices out of us!
haha, the duck with the balloon game was so hilarious!
With edward leading us,
we were practically marching!
oh yah and Jerome was there all the way
giving command!
and can you believ,
I actually 'danced' in front of so many people!!
After Loggie's b'day,
I think that was where
I really gave
my apprehensiveness up
and just went all the way..
There were moments
where I got carried away..
Some
unwanted old memories
came back..
The timing..
What I heard before leaving..
What was awaiting
and mostly..
the feeling of being torn apart..
but then my darlings
managed to keep me steady..
haahaa..
thank you so much sweeties!

and the vase that carried back the sweet words..

and here comes pictures with 1000 words..
(in random order!)

Q before leaving to JB.haha

With Much Anticipation!

OoO! Looks Like An illusion eh? keke!

Down the stairs!

Love chandeliers!

Me and Wana wid the famous Mirror pose!

Isk proudly showing his vase!

What do you get when you give away packets of sugars and random stuff as gifts?
ans: Two very happy seniors!

Chorus: Farhan'ukku' kalyaanam!

Sweet!

The crazy wild bunch!

Trying out various poses!

and finally the formal one!

Twist Anna!

Presenting to you Miss.Sweetness!

and there comes Our Mr.Animateee!!

Waa! Soo Happy!

Wana with her beaming smile!

One of the captain!

The shy 'Bride' and the glam dancer!

During dinner!

This was wana's and q's room! Mine and salwa's was similar too!
cozy ah? hiaz! Missin it, esp the balcony area where I was 'hanging'
on the hp with my bestie!! =p

Before heading for lunch!

Three cheers! PopOpeh PoPopeh PopoPeh Doink!
(chee chee pee eee style cheer oi!)
=p

The groom on a jolly ride to JB!

Potential Darlie Queenz!

Salwa!Wana! Azi and Abee!

Dynamic Eddie!

'Mommy' The Amy!

The three angels with the one..guardian! haha!

yeah..can u believe it? I danced with the clan for a bollywood song!!!!

sssh!!

Sleeping beauty!

Dont disturb!

Mermaids!

CCPE Hunks and Babes!

Salwa leading the team for the final task!

Where we had our dinner!

The drama skit!

Bedazzled Shining performance!

After our syenergy race!
All soaking wet and being cramped like a sardine in the elevator!
oh and am in the picture too!
haha, you should have seen the faces of those
in the lobby when the lift door opened to reveal hyper 'kids' bursting with luffter!

While we were watching Malaysia's national day celeb!

Amy got a gift from diya with the mike
and seems like fitri isn't happy abt it!!
haha
=p

The happening team mates!

Yeah..at the end of the day
we were ever ready for anything and everything..
=)

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