The FaLLen Angel's Here!

~~Thursday, October 28, 2010~~

1:21 AM

Metamorphosis-Maybe.
LOL!

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~~Wednesday, October 27, 2010~~

11:44 PM

Can
I
be
A
Character
in
A
Virtual
Game
or
Some
fairytale
classic?
Simply
meaning
Can
I
just
don't
exist
?
Life
seems
so
complicated
now.
And
to
think
that
nothing much
is really
going on..
Maybe thats the problem..
Gosh..
Whats
becoming of me..
Such
a
confused
soul..
and
yet..
This
mask
that I wear..
Sometimes..
I can really
visualize
myself
as a clown.
I dont have
to explain
why right..?

And
It gets
heavier..
The load on the shoulders..
When
all people
do is ask
and pour out..
And to those
who come offering
their ears and shoulders.
It freaksher out
after some time..
Coz
of the past..
God help her..
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12:27 AM

M really dazed..
I may have behaved as if
I am the strong one there..
I dont even remember what I said
in the scenario..
But thank god
I managed to calm her down..
I totally understand how she feels..
But the way she screamed when visitors came..
Maybe she cld have been more composed..
By raising her voice
she definitely was nt showing people
that she was strong as she said..
I think
pointing that out to her
made her pause and think..
Allah pls give her and all of us the strength..
Not one but three in the family..
are going through similar stuff..
why on earth must this be happening
is a question thats going through
all our minds..
but whatever had happened..
I always believe..
theres still a tomorrow..
A new beginning
and a fresh start.
You can never erase what happen yesterday
but
you can always be prepared for a better tomorrow..

I am saying all this now
coz I have been through the mental preparation stage..
but even till today..
Sometimes.
when am alone staring at empty space..
The thought of not having him around
scares the hell outta me..
Pity nas and loggie
who get their ears 'wet' with my tears
when I get real emo..
I just hope everyone is blessed with
a long healthy life..
No matter who you are in life..
You are always
your kids super hero.
remember that and things wont be that bad..
I kinda miss staying in with
the girls for zeen's wedding..
It helped me forget most of my worries..
As always m wandering when I will be satisfied..
I need distractions
from missing all those stuffs.
Good distractions
that will help me prosper.
Oh on a good note
I might be organizing
a cousins outdoor shooting.
That is a bit motivating.
We ll see.
Insha allah..
My mind is filled with words..
But my thoughts are hazy as well..
I dont wanna splurge words
on emotional basis
as I used too..
Let me calm down
and
I will be back..
Take care
people..
=)
Sweet dreams
and remember to make
that lil wish
that lingers in your heart..
for you never know
when a star is falling
down the earth
sprinkling its gold dust.
=)

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~~Monday, October 25, 2010~~

3:25 PM

wow..within the blink of an eye..
so many things have happened..
I changed from full time to free lance.
Zeen's deco nyte where things took a twist and
I ended up being the henna artist the next day.
Started the work at 4pm and ended around 4plus in the early morning!
Her wedding itself.. Amazing to withness such moments.
Esp if the one getting married is born in the same hospital as u and just four days apart!
Alhamdulilah that the wedding went on well. =)
Sunday was the 'next house moment' where we were filled with varety of foods!!!!
And today am at MDIS working!
okie actually not really working at the moment.
Am trying keep myself wide awake coz m supposed to read notes and stuff..
and thats making me sleep at the moment..
arg even now my eye lids are shutting down!
GOD SAVE ME!
I am not used to the 830 timing in a long while
anf therefore its soo difficult!
If I take the bus now
I ll sleep!!!
Okie Ii l go off now
I ll write the rest later!
=P

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~~Friday, October 8, 2010~~

6:17 PM

இந்த தருணம்..

இந்த நொடி..

சுவாசிக்கிறேன்..

நான் கேட்ட வார்த்தைகளை..

அவை நிஜமாக வேண்டும்

என்று நித்தமும் நினைக்கிறது

எனது உள்ளம்..

காத்திருப்பேன்

அந்த நாள் வரை..

அன்று தெரியும்

மகிழ்ச்சியில் வார்த்தைகள் உளருமா ..

அல்லது சுவாசம் நிற்குமா

என்று..

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12:32 AM

Zoom Zoom
Robo duh!
Robo Duh!
Boom Boom!
Robo duh
Robo Duh!
haha!
Am In Love!
With the Idea
of having a robotic
boyfriend!
lol!
but then again,
would life be fun
to have someone
who nods his head
to everything you say..?
hmm,
I dont wanna answer that yet.
haha
coz I am yet to see.

This year children day
weekend
was fun!
Saturday
Pasir ris Chalet!
Sunday
Changi Beach!
Monday
Iyanthiran Movie!

Wee!
and
am soo looking forward
to the 20th of october!
My last day
in
Tamil Murasu
as of now!
Going back to a regular
timing
job
to continue
my studies.
Complete my driving
and
spend
more time
with family friends
and well maybe
see if
I have the time
to change my status!
haha
Well well,
Whatever happens
will happen as fated
and happen for the reason!

So let me count the days
and look forward to many more
happy bright mornings
and cheerful nights!

Suddenly remembered a quote that
I once read some where:
"I wake up smiling when
he says goodbye to me in the morning
and I go to sleep laughing because
he'll say something
before I go into dream land."
It does sound nice..
hahaha!

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