The FaLLen Angel's Here!

~~Friday, June 22, 2007~~

7:21 PM

a movie that never fails to bring tears to my eyes..was soo 'attached' to this song during childhood days..

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~~Wednesday, June 20, 2007~~

12:25 PM

Something in that scene intrigued me..esp the part where diptika reveals her feelings..a very nice movie..

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~~Tuesday, June 19, 2007~~

6:32 PM

This blog was suppose to be posted some time back..

It happened last friday..

haha..finally after 'god knows how long' we met up..

I've missed him soo much....

the very first guy friend in my life..

Vinod..

(hes been in my life since primary one :P)

well..as I was saying after a very long time

the three of us together with mubeenah(my niece)

went to east coast park for the sake of cycling..

well the best part is out of the 4 four of us who went,

only two of us know cycling

and

that two would be

vinod

and

mubeenah..

As vinod could only handle one 'student' that day,

I was left with mubeenah..I cant possibly ask her to teach me rite..

and therefore..

I ended up spending time floating on cloud 9..

while vinod was teaching loggie..

I and mubee were spending time near the sea shore..

mubeenah was building sandcastles..

picking up shells

and

was even cycling for a while..

I actually wanted to build sand castles too

but eventually..

I just cld nt bring myself to do much

other then

sit near the shore

and

watch the waves..

well..reflecting time at its best I should say..

for some reasons ...

watever has been happening around me ....

started floating around me..

something like imaginary bubbles..

and

eventually started thinking about where I am now

in the path called LIFE..

and it was definitly not a good idea

on my part to

reflect it all alone..

esp at that moment..

dont ask me why..

I just felt soo

depressed....

suffocated....

and alone....

haha..

sensing my feelings or so...

m nt really sure..

my niece nudged me..

gave me such an angelic smile

and

dragged me away from the shore..

Together we went for a walk..

she was chatting with me all the way

and

we ended up near the exercise area..

haha which was a good thing..

it became a worthy time

while the both of us slogged it out

doing sit ups 'competitvely'

and

ended up playing catching..

hehe...

I def have to mention

about the walk

we took to search for the toilet!!

I think the 4 of circled arnd

the entire east coast and

the irony of it was that

we didnt realize that till

we came back home

with swollen legs..

haha..

it was really nice

walking back home..

singin all the way..

not caring if people were looking or not..

haha..seriously people..

we were singing

and

only singing all the way back..

haha..''creating chaos''!!

I love it when am with my childhood buddies..

It just brings back all the sweet moments I savoured..

We dont really get to meet often..

I mean the three of us together..

esp with vinod..

Its like 5 months once..or so..

but when we do..

we just cant bear to part coz

we know the next meeting is gonna be ages away..

If theres one thing

I got to thank god for

(in the area of frendship)

Its for gifting me with gems...

Although there were stones..

and were sifted away midway..

I ll always appreciate LIFE

for giving me such wonderful people..

hiaz..

m drifting away from topic

So I better say tata now.
I'll come bk again

when I have things to post k..

byebye..

Labels: beaches

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~~Monday, June 4, 2007~~

5:09 PM

Whenever I am in solitary,
harmonized with
my fan's gentle breeze....

I always tend to brood over the probability of
whatever's occurring now to be a dream..
A very long dream....

Something like a hallucination....

How would it be like to wake up one fine day

to find myself in my
palatial teban gardens flat,

in my very own nursery;

with my siblings on my both side?

What would I be thinking
as i walk out of my bed,

scratching my head
as a 4 year old child,

wearing my favorite green night gown
with my cute talking doll in my arms

& there I go

in search of
my mom's warmth next door

Hmm....Sounds wonderful...

I jolly well know
that my fantasy
is floating on cloud 9..

The sad truth is
that all my imaginary bubbles

will remain..
just as what they are..
pure imagination
&
that whatever's going on now
is the harsh reality..
&
reality does sting
at times....

I know...
I do know....
That i am not a 4 year old kid anymore...
&
neither

am i in that pink Cozy bedroom....
Things have changed....
&
So Have I....

But then again....
That desire....
That yearning desire....

To be a child again....
Running Around
in a carefree manner....

Will always be there....

The Burning Desire
to Feel Free
as a butterfly

Will Always Be @ The Bottom Of My heart....

Labels: Childhood, Life

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~~Sunday, June 3, 2007~~

11:43 PM

--PERMIT TO SIN--

He or she was not born bad,

but fell off the path of

righteousness somewhere along the way.

Fallen Angel has been unable to resist the

temptations of partying, rock and rolling

and plain old having a real good time.

This is an official permit to continue on the path of the sinner,

all the while acting sweet and innocent...

THE FALLEN ANGEL:

'Heaven doesn't want me

and

hell is afraid I'll take over!!"

What a way to start blogging..

well people, do NOT jump to conclusion thinking i wrote that out based on my character or what so ever..

hehe.. i just happen to find a card which had the (above) sayings on it and flash back just came flooding in my mind..

I had brought that card for my brother for his 20th birthday with a cigarette lighter..yep..that i did..well..just to find it laying amongst the other unwanted papers today in his drawer just pricked somewhere..

well..the words in the card may sound as a bad influence but when i gave him the lighter and the card..the expression on his face was priceless ..ha ha and to add to the pleasure(at least on my side) he was actually expecting contact lens from me..but being the notorious sister i was ,at that point of time i did what was unexpected of me..

and the fact that he was carrying the card around with him in his wallet, made me glow with pride..

well..Lets leave bygones just as what they are....

well well..being my first blog post here..it just SO happened that i start off with my bro..well..hopefully in future i ll have time to talk about more issues..hehe..i ll just sign off for now saying good bye and take care!!

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