Music that soothes my soul..
Teddys Don't Hug Back..
But Sometimes,
Thats All You've Got..
FALLEN ANGEL;

Some day everything will make purfect sense! So for now,Luff @ the confusion..Smile thru the tears & Keep Reminding yourself.. That Everything Happens 4 A Reason! :)

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Monday, September 24, 2012
12:47 AM

Its so difficult to supress tears 
when theyre threatening to spill out..
On the verge..
Pathetic..
Frustration..
The needle waiting to burst the balloon..
Just need a towel..
and she will gag herself and sob..
Dont ask  her why!
If you dont dare provide a shoulder,
dont you dare question her..
No ones worth it..
Sometimes distancing oneself from someone
hurts like hell..
and getting used to someones presence hurts too..
Whatever.
Life just seems to thornish..
It would have better if things were just the way it was..
lonely but she was used to it..
Why make her crave more..
YOU're cruel..
Yes..YOU..
really..
whoever feels guilty now..
All of you are responsible..
INCLUDING HERSELF..

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

Saturday, September 22, 2012
12:09 PM

The Sun, The Moon,The Rainbow, The Stars..
All seem distant now..
The sky looks bleak..empty..
No..Dont worry..
This is not another depressing post.
Just a random reflection note..
well..
Babysitting will end as of January 2013..
After that..
She doesnt know what she wants and where she wants to be...
Hopefully nothing to do with hopeless ADMIN!
Something random..On the go..Where she meets tons of different people..
Where theres scope for promotions..Upgrading..and more benefits..
Of course with all these comes responsibilities..
She wants that too..
To distract herself..
Really..
THE LONER does have alot of things to do on her own too you know...
hmm..and she'll be getting pretty busy soon..
With all the events thats coming  up next year..
Which is just another 3 months away..
WOW..JUST 3 MONTHS..
the numbers on the calender seem to just wheeze pass..
and here she is feeling as if shes just stuck..
Neither there NOR here..
STUCK on a time scale..
Things around her are changing..constantly..
BUT Nothing abt her drastic drama situation has changed..
On the verge of giving up..
Maybe she has gave up..
Feeling so tired..
just waiting is so tiring..
She needs alot of things to distract herself..
Out of all these web..
Maybe a job overseas..
A job that often sends her overseas..
Dunno..
A puzzle that seems so JUMBLED up with one or two important pieces missing
is USELESS right..
THATS EXACTLY HOW SHE'S FEELING..
Sensitivity is in her..
But PEOPLE dont seem to notice that..
Its like drowning in a lake 
and all around her are just pointing  out and saying,
'come on gal! Its Just a lake. Knee deep!'
BUT to someone who does'nt know how to swim..
Thats a killer point..
Thumping heart..Beads of perspiration..
Man..Dont have to give her the float 
or Jump in..
Just Shut up and Walk away if YOU DONT UNDERSTAND..
Dont need to make it more horrifying and humiliating you know..

KARMA awaits..
HAHA..

Be Happy When I Smile..
Beware When I laugh..
;)

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=