The FaLLen Angel's Here!

~~Monday, July 27, 2009~~

11:52 PM

I saw baayi today!!
Wee!
That explains everything rite!
hahaha!
Weeee!
And
Me
&
Omnia
Darling
were
in
the same
Colour combination!
Hahaha!
Green
and Black!
Shalu
had a difficult time
believing
that it
was nt
planned!
But
Gal
It
wasn't!
Hahahah!
Yay!
Am
Always full of smiles
with my darlings!
But then afterwards
I miss them like crazy!
U know..
It feels
so cozy..
Carefree
to be with them..
Like
'problem free'
I was just laughing
and grinning away..
Hiaz..
Counting down for the next meeting,,
Haha..
Which could be real soon!
and
I think
maybe
(Insha allah)
Once a week
Baayi's home
can be the slacking area!
haha..
Love you guys..
Thanks for reminding me
that my smile is still there
beneath my nose..
haha..
and Love you both..
What else can I say..
For giving me
a
reason
to hold on
and
another
family
to
love..
The
relations
I chose..
I call
them
My souls
and God
made
them
My
Childhood
Buddies..
=)

P.s: Pictures coming up real soon!! :0 LoL!!

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Sunday, July 26, 2009~~

11:31 PM

உனக்காக..
அன்பே
உனக்காக..
நான் இங்கு தமிழை
டைப் செய்தேன் உனக்காக..
ஹஹ
லோகி கண்ணே
இப்பொழுது
கிடைத்ததா உனக்கு?
தமிழில் எவ்வாறு ப்லோக் செய்வதென்ற பதில் ?

haha! okie that was lame!
niways, Happy blogging in tamil dear!
lol!
=)
I mish my dearies!!
=)

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

5:05 PM

Am I there yet..
It feels as if Its there
and yet its not.

One things for sure..
When
One door
closes
Thousand
Windows
will
Open..

What I wanted so badly
slipped out of my hand
just like that..
But today
I realize
all was for good.
Am Happy
that it has slipped
actualy..
HAHA.

The common words,
what if one fish escapes,
theres ton in the pond.
Thats so true..
LOL..
and
what more
can I say
when
the fishes
swim towards me.
haha..

But the thing is
You got to understand
one fact about me.
Am actually
ALLERGIC
to fishes.
Thanks to those few fishes
that came earlier.
Am now paranoid of fishes.
But then
there are
these
friendly
ones,
Well,
as
I said
they're friendly.
Thats it.
LoL.
I know.
Stop raising your eyebrow
or scratching your head.
You know
I know.
Am
not
talking about
fish
literally,
haha,
Sounds
Fishy?
Thats
Abee's life
(partially)
for
ya
!
LOL.
Am
trying
to
grin the whole day
but its too painful.
Just when I feel the need to
I cant do it rite!?
Hmmfp,
thanks to the infection!

Oh
&
People!
Am
the same
ABEEDHAH BEGUM BINTE SAHUL HAMEED
who studied in
Queensway secondary school
from 1999 to 2002.
Check the school book
The name will be there.
*winks*

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Sunday, July 19, 2009~~

4:49 PM

Totally awesome!!

Goosebumps
appeared
and
oh boy!
Dont ask me
Whats so special
but
something
in
it
is..
Made me go
'Hiazz'
Haha,
well
for those
who know me
personally
You would know
why I went
'Hiazz'
Haha,
Sun set
or
Sun rise,
I always go
'Hiazz'
Haha!

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

4:34 PM

If I could
I would..
So totally
felt the pride..
Even though
there were pricks
here & there
....
The 3 words
that
rarely comes
from you
makes me
tear..
Just like
It did
when
I
watched
the
video..
Love you
Daddy..

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Wednesday, July 15, 2009~~

10:04 PM

Some moments blissful..
Some moments are spent in darkness..
Some..are just draggy..
and
Some seems to fly by..
If anything is predictable..
Its the fact
That
Life is unpredictable..
What a timing..
What an experience..
Everything seems to be jumbled up together..
The feeling of going to lose something precious
is still prolonging there..
and
then there's this unknown feeling..
That something new might also enter the chapter soon..
Is it all about..
No pain..
No gain..
GOD
knows..
&
At
times
I
wish
He'd
just let us know
too.
Just
to back up..
What
am I
saying..
Its been a month..
and
am still struggling..
It
seems to fall into place
and at times
It still feels like
am a separate entity..
Why shouldn't it be me
instead of him..
She needs him.
How is she gonna survive
w/out
him..
How am I
gonna live through..
Wouldn't
it be easier
if
Its
me
..
Just one of the questions
that keeps pounding in my head..
Just One More Last Thing Before I go..
GOD
..
Let
Tmr
Be
A
Smooth day..
Although
It already
seems
HECTIC
..

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Tuesday, July 7, 2009~~

7:16 PM

The
Little
Things
That
Makes
Us
Say
Its
Okay
2
Go
On
..
Coz
Life
Is
Still
Beautiful
..

i1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
(No where in birth cert
did it say
life was gonna
be fair rite?)

2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
(Back or front?)

3. Life
is too
short
to waste time
hating anyone.
(Forgive BUT do NOT Forget!)
=p

4. Your job won't take care of you
when you are sick.
Your friends and parents will.
Stay in touch.
(while on mc?)

5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
(remind me man!!)

6. You don't have to win every argument.
Agree to disagree.
(Hmm..U sure?)

7. Cry with someone.
It's
more
healing
than
crying
alone.
(Thats soo true..)

8. It's OK to get angry with God.
He can take it.
(Hehe, based on experience,
GOD you def took my complaints
with
A
Laughter
Ring tone)

9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
(I am way past that stage! lol)

10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
(OOoOh!! Loggie! Hot chocolate!!)

11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
(Well..Its carved on stone to be erased..)

12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
(That, We shall see in future!)

13. Don't compare your life to others.
You have no idea what their journey is all about.

14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
(This is something everyone should remember!!)

15. Everything can change
in
the blink of an eye.
But
don't worry;
God
never blinks.
(Cross fingers)

16. Take a deep breath.
It calms the mind.
(Breath in..Breath out!!)

17. Get rid of anything
that isn't useful,
beautiful or joyful.

18. Whatever doesn't kill you
really does
make you stronger.
(The rotten coleslaw included?)

19. It's never too late
to have
a happy childhood.
But the second one
is up to you
and no one else.
(Yeah, See. Now U shld know why I lurve
Poky,lollipops, Swings & Soft toys!!!!)

20. When it comes
to going after
what you
love in life,
don't take no
for an answer.
(If its meant for you..
It will come to you by hook or crook)

21. Burn the candles,
use the nice sheets,
wear the fancy lingerie.
Don't save it
for
a special occasion.
Today is special.
(Hahahah!)

22. Over prepare,
go with the flow.

23. Be eccentric now.
Don't wait for old age
to wear purple.

24. The most important
sex organ is the brain.

25. No one is in charge
of your happiness but you.
(Yes mam!)

26. Frame
every
so-called
disaster
with
these
words
''In
five
years,
will
this
matter?".
(5 years 500000 Things would have occured!!)

27. Always choose life.

28. Forgive everyone everything.
(This I dont Understand!!)

29. What other people think of you
is none of your business.

30. Time heals
almost everything.
Give time, time.

31. However good or bad
a situation is, it will change.

32. Don't take
yourself
so seriously.
No one else does.
(I wish sumone does at times though! haha!)

33. Believe in miracles.
( How can I not believe what I am! lol!)

34. God loves you
because of who God is,
not because of anything
you did or didn't do.

35. Don't audit life.
Show up
and
make the most
of it now.

36. Growing
old beats
the
alternative...
dying young.

37. Your
children
get only
one
childhood.

38. All
that
truly
matters
in
the
end
is
that
you
loved.
(erm..)

39. Get outside every day..
Miracles are waiting everywhere.
(The sun,The Moon,The Stars, The Rainbow and My Darlingzz!!)

40. If we all threw
our problems in a pile
and saw everyone Else's,
we'd grab ours back.

41. Envy is a waste of time.

You already have all you need.

42. The best is yet to come.

43. No matter how you feel,
get up, dress up and show up.
(This is one difficult part!!)

44. Yield..
(Bleah!)

45. Life isn't tied
with a bow,
but
it's still a gift.
(Thats why they call it the Present..)

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Monday, July 6, 2009~~

11:31 PM

All these weird dreams..
Of Wedding Gowns..
Cars..
Decorations..
and
This strange pale looking boy..
Drawing circles
around the mansion
and
claiming
that
we
got
to
find
the way
to break
the spell
and
escape
..
was scary..
real
horror
..
goosebumps..
And
Thats
just one of them..
Have been having quite a number
of such dreams lately..
real mystifying..
Cant figure whats happening..
and
yet
something terrible is about to happen in them..
grrr...
Hate the fact
that
I take an hour to get to sleep
and I wake up the next hour..
Only to take another hour to get back to sleep..
Real Headache..
and
finally
Tuesday
is here..
Maybe
thats
the
cause
of
all
these
strange
feelings
..
Bring
me out of these shell
and let me face the rainbows..
Coz it takes
the sun and mist
to
work
hand in hand..
Cant comprehend na?
Thats my LIFE for You
....

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

12:38 AM

The darkness
Really
Got
2
Me
Today..
I cried
My Heart Out..
And
Thanx
2
The
1
Aunty
Who
Kept
Patting
My
Shoulder..
It really helps
when all the tears are released..
Feels much better now..
Its monday again..
and
M
dragging..
My legs.
&
What
Am I doing
??
I donnoe..
Am
Surprised
I LeD Myself
Into
This
Situation..
Time
Will
Tell..
And
I
soo
Wanna
Get
A
Hug
From
My Darlings!
The emotional turmoil today
is making
my head spin..
Gimme the strenght God..
The Will Power..
The test that you'r putting us through..
Let us come out of it together
with heads held high
and
A heart that sings..
Please..
Let us survive..

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Saturday, July 4, 2009~~

12:04 AM

I
am meeting
intersting personalities..
From past and Present..
Its really funny the way
They are coming in
(Again)..
LoL..
Lets see
where this path
leads too..
&
In
The Meanwhile..
All of us
have been
crossing fingers
and waiting..
Hopefully
There
are
answers
on
Tuesday
..
&
I hope
they are
good ones
too..
Hmm..
There
are alot
of people
whom
I
wanna
see again..
Spend
some quality
time with..
Looking
forward
to
July 11
!!
God!
Pls let there
be no obstacles..
Wanna
be care free..
Wanna feel
the wind
breeze
through
My Hair..
and
I wanna
Luff
It
all
out
..
With
My Dearies..
Darlings..
Let
me
forget
every
thing..
At least
4 a while..
Not the sorrow..
Not the Pain..
But
the heaviness
the heart
is
feeling..
Let it
go away..
Wiped
away
by my
darlings
smiles..
&
Hugs..
Coz
They
Are
My
Best
Medicines
!!
=)

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