Music that soothes my soul..
Teddys Don't Hug Back..
But Sometimes,
Thats All You've Got..
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Thursday, August 28, 2008
10:22 PM

This is indeed gonna be a LONG weekend..
after two days of MC, m going back to school tomorrow
to be a judge and of course to be a guest..haha..
Teachers' day concert and dinner..
Dance mania finalz!!!!
Hurray!
and of course the boot camp on saturday..
Looking forward to be back again with my sweeties..
Hope we get the same room again!
haha..I can hear my mom saying
my room is gonna be isolated for a few days..
wierd to think..how life would be if We don't exist..
hiaz..
ok..got to pack..see ya when I come bk..
till then take care..be good and Loggie darling am gonna miss you..
till Monday di!!
hehe!!
Tata!!

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2:23 PM

Difficulties..
to each his own..
maybe..but whats its extend..

Have ya ever spend your evening
watching the candle flames dance
coz there wasn't any electricity?

Have ya ever been separated from your parents
coz they couldn't provide you with a shelter to stay?

Have ya even been ostracized by your own grandma coz you looked like her in law?

have ya ever been teased,pushed around and bullied by your relatives coz you were not as beautiful as they expected you to be?

Have ya ever been pushed to your verge by your siblings coz they thought you did not deserve to be called one of them..

Has your life been turned upside down just because your classmates thought you are too much of a smarty pants?

Has your childhood been spoiled by a teacher just because she was depressed..?

Has the first person who ever showered his outmost love,care and concern been cast aside from your life coz some else thought you ought to be loved by none..

Has your first love been snatched away from you just because you got to know him through the wrong person and at the wrong timing..

Have ya ever been abused on your birthday continuously by harsh words and most of the times violence just because something wasn't right for that person that day..

Was your name spoilt just because your sibling chose to ran away with her love..

was your life ruined just because your brother thought you're not fit to be in any guy's life..
and the list goes on..

may seem minority to alot out there..but if you go thru them.you will know the pain of sleeping on thorns..

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Friday, August 22, 2008
11:36 PM



Learning
how to tie sari
in
the middle of the night
was indeed fun!
keke..
but bottom line,
I SUCCEEDED!
hehehe..
Yay!
Well..
Tmr's the 'BIG' day..
Looking forward to it..
Insha allah,
Hope everything
goes according
to planned plans..
keke..
After the dramatic day today,
I think tomorrows gonna be
the stress reliever..
A day
where
m gonna be
pampered!
hehe...
Sshh..
Ok I better go
before
I blabber somethings
that m not suppose to blabber
till
I am allowed to blabber!
Have to wake up @ 530AM!!
(thats the only part
m nt happy abt!!
hmmfp!!)
hahaha..
Take care!
Tata!
Byebye!

P.S:
If
you're
trying to convey
that
You
are
FINALLY
In love,
then
dude
Am happy
for ya!!
Live
happily
where ever
you are..
who ever
u are with
:)
Adiouz Amigo!

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Thursday, August 21, 2008
8:58 PM

Break Time Read Thrus:









CAPRICORN
The Go-Getter
(Dec 22 - Jan 19)
Patient and wise.
Practical and rigid.
Ambitious.
Tends to be Good-looking.
Humorous and funny.
Can be a bit shy and reserved.
Often pessimistic.
Capricorns tend to act
before they think
and
can be Unfriendly
at times.
Hold grudges.
Like competition.
Get what they Want.



AQUARIUS
The Sweetheart
(Jan 20 - Feb 18)
Optimistic and honest.
Sweet personality.
Very independent.
Inventive and intelligent..
Friendly and loyal.
Can seem unemotional.
Can be a bit rebellious.
Very stubborn,
but original and unique.
Attractive
on the inside and out.
Eccentric personality.



PISCES
The Dreamer
(Feb 19 - Mar 20)
Generous, kind, and thoughtful.
Very creative and imaginative.
May become secretive and vague.
Sensitive.
Don't like details.
Dreamy and unrealistic.
Sympathetic and loving.
Kind.
Unselfish.
Good kisser.
Beautiful.



ARIES
The Daredevil
(Mar 21 - April 19)
Energetic.
Adventurous and spontaneous.
Confident and enthusiastic.
Fun.
Loves a challenge.
EXTREMELY impatient.
Sometimes selfish.
Short fuse.
(Easily angered.)
Lively,
passionate,
and
sharp wit.
Outgoing.
Lose
interest quickly -
easily bored.
Egotistical.
Courageous and assertive.
Tends to be
physical and athletic.


TAURUS
The Enduring One
(April 20 - May 20)
Charming but aggressive.
Can come off as boring,
but they are not.
Hard workers.
Warm-hearted.
Strong, has endurance.
Solid beings
that are stable
and
secure in their ways.
Not looking for shortcuts.
Take pride in their beauty.
Patient and reliable.
Make great friends
and give good advice.
Loving and kind.
Loves hard - passionate.
Express themselves
emotionally.
Prone to ferocious
temper-tantrums.
Determined.
Indulge themselves often.
Very
generous.


GEMINI
The Chatterbox
(May 21 - June 20)
Smart and witty.
Outgoing,
very chatty.
Lively, energetic.
Adaptable
But needs to
express
themselves.
Argumentative and outspoken.
Like change.
Versatile.
Busy, sometimes nervous
and
tense.
Gossips.
May seem
superficial
or inconsistent.
Beautiful
physically and mentally.


CANCER
The Protector
(June 21 - July 22)

Moody,
emotional..
May be shy.
Very loving and caring.
Pretty/handsome.
Excellent partners for life.
Protective.
Inventive and imaginative.
Cautious.
Touchy-feely
kind of person.
Needs love from others.
Easily hurt,
but
sympathetic.



LEO
The Boss
(July 23 - Aug 22)

Very organized.
Need order in their lives -
like being in control.
Like boundaries.
Tend to take over everything.
Bossy.
Like to help Others.
Social and outgoing.
Extroverted.
Generous, warm-hearted.
Sensitive.
Creative energy.
Full of themselves.
Loving.
Attractive.


VIRGO
The Perfectionist
(Aug 23 - Sept 22)

Dominant In relationships.
Conservative.
Always wants the last word.
Argumentative.
Worries.
Very smart.
Dislikes noise and chaos.
Eager.
Hardworking.
Loyal.
Beautiful.
Easy to talk to.
Hard to please.
Harsh.
Practical
and
very fussy.
Often shy.
Pessimistic.



LIBRA
The Harmonizer
(Sept 23 - Oct 22)

Nice to everyone they meet.
Can't make up their mind.
Have own unique appeal.
Creative,
energetic,
and very social.
Hates to be alone.
Peaceful, generous.
Very loving and beautiful.
Flirtatious.
Give in too easily.
Procrastinators.
Very gullible.


SCORPIO
The Intense One
(Oct 23 - Nov 21)

Very energetic.
Intelligent.
Can be jealous
and/or possessive..
Hardworking.
Great kisser.
Can
become
obsessive
or
secretive.
Holds grudges.
Attractive.
Determined.
Loves
being in
long Relationships.
Talkative.
Romantic.
Can be
self-centered
at times.
Passionate and Emotional.



SAGITTARIUS
The Happy-Go-Lucky One
(Nov 22 - Dec 21)

Good-natured optimist.
Doesn't want to grow up
(Peter Pan Syndrome).
Indulges self.
Boastful.
Likes luxuries and gambling.
Social and outgoing.
Doesn't like responsibilities.
Often fantasizes.
Impatient..
Fun to be around.
Having lots of friends.
Flirtatious.
Doesn't like rules.
Sometimes hypocritical.
Dislikes being confined
-
tight spaces
or
even tight clothes.
Doesn't like being doubted.


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8:50 PM

For Your Information:



Just for Laughters:

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8:24 PM


Its sad
when people
you know,
become
people
you knew,
when you can
walk right
pass
someone
like
they were
never
part
of
your life,
how you used
to
be able
to
talk for hours
and
how now
you can barely
even look at them.
Its sad
how time
changes;
every perceptions...
and everything
you believed in..
Everything
you were
holding
on too..
suddenly just collapses..
well..
It wasn't sand
that
I was holding..
It was supposed
to
be
a solid thing..
called the heart..
well.well..
Eyes are not X rays..
and even
X rays can't state
what
the
human mind
is thinking..
Ingratitude..

The only word
that has been
ringing
at
the back
of
my mind..
Yeah..
Everyone
has
different
perceptions

but
when two people
go through the same scenario
and one party says a lot of flowery things
to the other person at that point of time..
u do feel as if you are in cloud 9..
anyone would..
but what happens when months down the road..
they just become strangers to each other..

maybe..
JUST MAYBE..

Being
strangers
would
have
helped
alot..

Isn't it better..
then to put in your trust
and
get it ,
THROWN back
as a shattered mirror..
no point..simply no point..
When people
start
treating
relationships
as
a holiday vacation..
Chapters of life
will indeed become
an old photograph
in
one of
the
old
photo
albums..
THAT
you would
rather chuck

aside..
coz
you're
embarrassed

about it..


P.s: &
its
coming
up
guys..
'Without Love'

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Sunday, August 17, 2008
10:28 PM

FOR U!!

My darling has finally got a blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Weee!
Am sooo Happy!!
Lurve her blog name!
keke!
Its http://ethaania.blogspot.com/!!

Love you babe!!
Smack!!

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Saturday, August 16, 2008
6:07 PM

I am
very much
tempted
to
change
my blog skin!
But then
M
very much
tempted
to keep it too..
No..
M abit haywire nowadays..
but m SANE..
that I know for sure..

This irritating feeling that feels
like grinding turmerind in my tummy
is extremely IRRITATING..
okay. Redundant..
Mr.Naidu should be proud of me.
heehee..

What m I blabbering..
Well, WHy SHOULDN'T I?

I feel darned messed up and
at the same time
I feel that
this is how it should be..
Am releasing a big big sigh
and
am
crying and laughing
at
the
same time..

Total mess rite?

but
do I look like that!?

Heckness man!
Have always wanted to say
that two words
that might have
solved
the problems
long time back..
but due to nature
and of course
resulting in
my loggie darling
bursting into luffters..
no matter
how serious the prob is!!
I have
always managed
to restraint myself..
whats fated
to
happen will happen..

M yucking away today..
I am missing a few things..
those voids..
I need them but I don't WANT them..
Phobia is strangling me..
AaRG..
I Need that break..
Looking forward
to
the teachers' day dinner
and
boot camp..
I sooo SOOOO soooo need a divertion..

and
Yeah thanks
to
my mentor,
NORAAA Mommmmy..
keke..
Am looking forward
to the coming
Saturday too..
SssHhhhhh!!!!

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2:39 PM






A lecturer,

when explaining

stress management

to an audience,

raised

a glass of water

and

asked,

"How heavy

is this

glass of water?"

Answers

called out

ranged

from

20g to 500g.

The lecturer replied,

"The absolute weight doesn't matter.

It depends

on how long you try to hold it.

If I hold it for a minute,

that's not a problem.

If I hold it for an hour,

I'll have an ache in my right arm.

If I hold it for a day,

you'll have to call

an ambulance.

In each case,

it's the same weight,

but the longer I hold it,

the heavier it becomes."

He continued,

"And that's the way

it is with

stress

management.

If we carry our burdens all the time,

sooner or later, as the burden

becomes increasingly heavy,

we won't be able to carry on. "

"As with the glass of water,

you have to put it down

for a while

and

rest

before

holding it

again.


When we're refreshed,

we can carry on

with the burden."

"So,
before

you

return

home

tonight,

put the burden of work

down.
Don't carry it home.

You can

pick it

up

tomorrow.

Whatever burdens

you're carrying now,

let them down

for a moment

if you can."

So, my friend,

Put down anything

that may be a burden

to you right now.

Don't pick it up again

until after

you've rested

a while.

Here are some

great ways

of

dealing with

the burdens

of

life:

*


* Always keep your words

soft and sweet,

just in case

you have to

eat them.


* Always read stuff

that will make you

look good

if you die

in the


middle of it.


* Drive carefully.

It's not only cars

that can be

recalled

by

their

maker.


* If you can't be kind,

at least

have the decency

to

be vague.


* If you lend someone $20

and never see

that person

again,

it was

probably

worth

it.



* Nobody cares

if you can't dance well.

Just get up and dance.

* Since it's the early worm

that gets eaten by the bird,

sleep late.

* The second mouse

gets the cheese.


* When every thing's coming your way,

you're in the wrong lane.

* Birthdays are good for you.

The more you have,

the longer you live.

* You may be

only

one person

in

the

world,

but

you may

also

be the

world
to
one
person.


* Some mistakes

are too

much

fun

to

only

make

once.



*





Have an awesome day

and know that

someone

has

thought

about

you

today...

=)


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Thursday, August 14, 2008
6:34 PM

We're
on a mission..
Very soon,
Most prob
by
the end
of
the year,
You will
know
what
it is..
For now..
These
pictures
might
give you
an idea
of
what
the
future
might
behold!
HaHaHaHa
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

















And since am posting pictures,
I can't resist,
but
post
the following two too!








More coming up..
well..
tell me
what isn't..
heehee..

Oh boy!
Love talking in riddles..
keke..
Tata..

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5:59 PM

THE STRANGER

A few years after I was born, my Dad met a stranger

who was new to our small town. From the beginning,

Dad was fascinated with this enchanting newcomer

and soon invited him to live with our family. The stranger

was quickly accepted and was around from then on.

As I grew up, I never questioned his place in my family.

In my young mind, he had a special niche. My parents

were complementary instructors: Mom taught me good

from evil, and Dad taught me to obey. But the stranger

. . . he was our storyteller. He would keep us spellbound

for hours on end with adventures, mysteries and comedies.

If I wanted to know anything about politics, history or

science, he always knew the answers about the past,

understood the present and even seemed able to predict

the future! He took my family to the first major league

ball game. He made me laugh, and he made me cry. The

stranger never stopped talking, but Dad didn't seem

to mind.

Sometimes, Mom would get up quietly while the rest of us

were shushing each other to listen to what he had to say,

and she would go to the kitchen for peace and quiet.

(I wonder now if she ever prayed for the stranger to leave.)

Dad ruled our household with certain moral convictions,

but the stranger never felt obligated to honor them.

Profanity, for example, was not allowed in our home . . .

not from us, our friends or any visitors. Our longtime

visitor, however, got away with four-letter words that

burned my ears and made my dad squirm and my

mother blush.

My Dad didn't permit the liberal use of alcohol. But the

stranger encouraged us to try it on a regular basis. He

made cigarettes look cool, cigars manly and pipes

distinguished. He talked freely (much too freely!) about

sex. His comments were sometimes blatant, sometimes

suggestive, and generally embarrassing.

I now know that my early concepts about relationships

were influenced strongly by the stranger. Time after

time, he opposed the values of my parents, yet he was

seldom rebuked . . . and NEVER asked to leave.

More than

fifty years

have passed

since the stranger

moved in with our family.

He has blended right in and

is not nearly

as fascinating as

he was at first.

Still, if

you could walk into

my

parents' den

today,

you would

still find him

sitting over

in his corner,

waiting for

someone to listen

to him

talk

and

watch him draw

his pictures.

His name? . . .

Please scroll down :P









We just call him,


"TV.."




He has a
younger
sister
now.

We call her

"Computer."

=p

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