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Monday, April 9, 2012
8:14 AM

She never knew she could get so depressed by a movie..

And neither did she realise that even a tinge of her past

could shake her to the core..

Why do you think she loves reading books for hours

and writing stories..

So that she could be someone else.

Some one else whose world almost always

end in a happily ever after..

The palace..

The shoulder to lean on..

Everything thats so beautiful..

Where the loved ones moved heaven to earth

for each other..

Where they are not left alone..

Darn..

She cant believe she actually broke down at the streets..

In the spur of the moment,

confessions came spilling out

together with the tears..

Not one..not two..

So many has entered her life..

created impacts and left just as they came..

emotionally her heart got pinched into pieces..

Since she was young..

Whoever she thought she loved..

and whoever she thought

would be always there..

taught her that the word

FOREVER

doesnt exist in reality..

They left..leaving behind huge scars..

mentally and emotionally..

Shall She name them..

Beginning from K1 till a few years back..

CHANGES WERE THE ONLY CONSTANT..

no one remained

Except her BESTIE..

God..Shes an ANGEL..

HER GOD SENT ANGEL..

If not for her..

either SHE would have been admitted or a closed up file case..

She stuck through..All the way..

Beared the words..mood swings..tears..everything and anything..

Just to see her through that ordeal and get her to shine..

Like how a mom would bear the childs kicks and tantrums..

Maybe her tears yesterday was for her guardian angel..

For unknowingly..she made her suffer..maybe even more then her..

The extreme intake of pills..cuts..black outs.. The feeling of being numb..

walking seeing things sway aroung you.. Well..

To think abt it now..

The feeling of not being able to hug your bestie wen you know you so want to..and all you had was a phone and being a call away and yet being helpless seems terrible..

really..love her to bits..

Would she have done it at her situation..Really dunno..

Wheather it was accumulation of stress or partial mental disorder..

or bipolar whatever...

She is glad she came out of it..

Shes glad ALLAH set angels to fight the devil for her..

and most of all

THANK ALLAH for giving her the opportunity to

spread LOVE even tho she was stepped on..

beaten blue black and

all that that should have technicaly made her numb...

Thank HIM.. for showing her how to live it right..

Every problem has a solution..and it might not be even a problem in the first place..

Ending your life or doing things to oneself doesnt stop the misery..

If you survive the cuts and plans, those who dont care will either pity you or make a mockery out..

Those who really care, will cry with you, hug you and feel the pain that tears their hearts into pieces and push you to your knees together with them and Pray to HIM that ALL goes Well..

LOVE YOU ALL SWEET HEARTS..

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