The FaLLen Angel's Here!

~~Monday, August 29, 2011~~

9:48 AM

Its the day tmr..

Hari Raya Puasa..

The first Eve..

That She will be spending alone..

The first raya

that gonna be spent away

from the norm..

She doesn't wanna even give it a try

this time round..

She needs the guarentee..

The support..

உறவுகள் தொடர்கதை...

உணர்வுகள் சிறுகதை..

ஒரு கதை என்றும் முடியலாம்..

முடிவிலும் ஒன்று தொடரலாம்..

இனியெல்லாம் சுகமே..

உன் கண்களில் ஓரம்

எதற்காகவு ஈரம்..

கண்ணீரை நான் மாற்றுவேன்..

She's just waiting for the right person

to sing these lines to her..

People may think.

her heart has turn into stone..

No one knew

what sleeping beauty went through

when she was in deep sleep..

She's not a fictional character

but HUMAN..

Skin..feelings..emotion..

all bundled..jumbled up..

Seems like the light at the end of the tunnel

is peeking in..

Is it gonna play peek a boo with her

or rise like the sun does in the morning fully..

Got to wait and see..

Standing in a third party shoe..

She looks perfectly happy and normal..

But deep down her..

Its just shattered..

It will definitely take time to sort the pieces out..

and leave behind what happen..

but to pick up the left overs and move on..

She needs that extra pair of hands..

or maybe not..

coz what if ALL happens to be just illusions..

AS IT ALWAYS HAS BEEN..

This time round.

She's just gonna sit back

and watch the show unfold..

IF ITS MEANT TO BE..

THEN ITS MEANT TO BE..

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Monday, August 22, 2011~~

2:25 PM

Another addition to the family..

Another baby boy..

Rabbit year..

and

Allah is bestowing so many blessings..

and yet theres this void..

for her..

Well..

She's truly happy for them..

A true miracle is born

each time a baby is born..

Will she be as blessed as them..

The question will linger

at the back of her mind..

Till She gets the answer

in har hands..

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Monday, August 15, 2011~~

4:42 PM

You will be allright..

Both of you..

My prayers and My hugs..

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

4:27 PM

What is she doing..

Whats happening around her..

Well..

Only trust is making her go on..

Whatever thats been taken away from her

will be replaced by the best of the best..

And whatever's happening

is only coz the path to a better way is being carved..

and she is still contemplating..
She did feel comfortable..
but other thoughts are holding her back..
It should be for her.
and not caused of influence yet..

Coz at the end of the day..

She really does'nt wanna let it go

like she did last time..

Coz this time round..

She wants to fall in love with it..

Truly..Madly..Wholely..

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Monday, August 8, 2011~~

4:24 PM

Its the 8th day of the Fasting month, Ramadan..

and its been 14 years since 'it' happened..

haha The day where I took part as a gypsy in the school's

fancy dress competition and came home looking like a bride..

Only to realise something wasn't gonna be the same anymore..

haha..Time..Just flew by..

darn wish I cld go back to childhood..

Actually nowadays m wishing

I could forward the time

and go to the future..

It would be so Easy

if I can see the future now..

And console myself..

Thought I had learnt to control

My temper when All it took

was a msg and a phone call..

I bursted..It was too much for me to digest..

ALL I need now

is someone to understand everything..

and withought any question or debate

accept my situation

as it is..

Too Difficult..Too complicated..

Only Time Will Tell..

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

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