Especially for you,

Whoever you are,

Whereever you are..

If you are thinking

its sealed and waiting for you,

Remember TAGS tend to wear off.

;)

All that talk about

'if it was just like that(as it is now)

it would be just so perfect!'

But then..

Not everything

that seems suitable

fits into our life eh..?

Dunno if I should laugh or cry..

Hmm maybe thats how its supposed to be.

U know, the line that people often use:

Maybe GOD wants you to

a few wrong people before

you finally meet your right one

seems abit altered in my case!

haha maybe

GOD wants me to meet

a few right ones so that

When The bell music strikes at the back of my head,

he may not only be the right guy but the 'perfect' guy for me!

haha but will I be his 'perfecto' lady?

Thats a question that only

Mr.Ajnabi can answer..

Am seeing a few strange

characters in my life

who seem to be

full of praises..

Ironic..

Years back..

All I got was raised eyebrows..

and what one guy in secondary school

said still keeps ringing in my head..

Guys, if you think a gal is not up

to your so called beautified expressions,

just keep the darn remarks to yourself!

U may never know

what she might blossom into years later

and you wouldnt wanna be

hanging your head down then right?

So be good!

haha..

well so many incidents

pushed me to my brim..

And worst of all,

everything came to me and

then was just snatched away..

Just when I was thinking

how unfair life can be..

beautiful things occurred..

Was just like a butterfly in a garden..

But that too tarnished when

someone grasped me in their palms

and squashed my wings..

All was gone..

Bleak and empty..

How many nights

has my pillow cried..

How many days

have my shadows screamed..

But then fate has its way of playing..

Things do twist almost too often..

and now am at the brighter side..

even tho its still shadowy at times..

I mean I feel like a checkered board actually..

As much as happy I am..

The war thats been ongoing

is tearing my heart into pieces.

But what do I do

except

sit with a smile

and wait

as I always have..

Sometimes it just gets unbearable..

But no choice right?

Its not like a movie

where I can pause everyone around me..

Run to the clock,

turn the hands!

Run to the calender,

tear out the pages

and wella,

I am in a future

where

everythings just the way I want..

PICTURE PUUURFECTO!!

well..

I dont even have to pinch myself

coz I have been through SO many things to know

that hello! I got to come back to reality soon!

Life is just a funny movie..

U cry, u laugh..U feel at the end you just walk off leaving the screen empty..

hmm..I started it off like a letter right..

But heck I know it does nt sound like one coz its not..

As usual I diverted and I am blabbering..

Too draggy perhaps.. So I better leave now..

Oh by the way GOD,

You can turn the hands of the clock pretty fast if u want too right?

=)

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