Saturday, December 25, 2010
11:52 PM
CUT THE CRAP!
I DON'T WANNA HEAR
ANYTHING FROM YOU!
=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=
8:23 PM
I really don't understand
what CRAB is going on in my life..
Every time it seems to settle down..
Only to have it bouncing back
to square one or
even further down
the road
for that matter!
My patience
is running
very
LOW!
SERIOUSLY!
I don't want
any kinda SHIT
to happen in 2011!
I have had ENOUGH this year
and I don't think
I have the tolerance level or
whatever pathetic reaction
you are expecting from me!
Roll around or throw tantrum..
I really have nothing
to give..
I miss moments
that I treasured..
My moments where
had genuine people around..
Darn.. I feel so suffocated,
Its really really really irritating..
Make me think abt immigrating alot!
just
AWAY FROM ALL THIS FARCE!
you are nt a kid to ignore
what i v been trying to tell.
and m no kid either to nod my head
and SHUT THE HELL UP.
I am responsible for what I am
and What I need to do.
So dictating
doesn't work anymore!
Darn.. It feels like its been ages
since I was genuinely happy
and that I wrote a post saying that
I am happy or I liked what I m living for..
LONG LONG TIME AGO..
AND
I HATE THE FACT THAT
2010
WAS TOTALLY RUINED
TO THE CORE!
IF GIVEN A CHOICE
I will DELETE IT
OFF MY BOOK!
But then again
it just showed me some
new aspects of thinks
and changed my thinking.
Hard way
but wth it just HAD TO HAPPEN.
If only this was a video blog..
Either I would have been screaming
or tearing!
I cant understand
certain humans!
WHY R U SOOO FAKE!!!!!!!????
Even after all these
they dont understand
WHAT THE HELL
M I TO DO??!!
I m really on the brink
of sooo much of frustration!
I just wanna get out of here!
I DONT WANNA TALK
TO anyone involved
abt certain issues
any more as
I dunt think
I ll be opening
my mouth
anymore!
USELESS IS NT IT!
Pre fixed ideas
in your mind
and why the hell
Should I waste
my BLOODY time?
ENERGY AND
STILL
GET
THE
BLOODY
CURSE
at the end of the day!
After all no matter
how long its been
it still hurts
like freaking hell
when I think
abt the incidents
happened
during the earlier
part of the year!
If
its gonna
repeat again
am not gonna
waste my time!
and there she strolled in..
asking whats wrong
as if its nt written on ma face!
I dont like to be fake
so if m nt HAPPy
M NOT HAPPY.
OKIE.
Leave me alone
coz I dont wanna hear the complaint
of m talking too much
or screaming too much!
Wanna dig up a prob
than go somewhere else!
Very soon
if things get out of hand again
I might be pushed to do ANYTHING!
Thats all I v got to say !
=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
7:04 PM
Its getting late..For alot of stuff..Alot of people..The worlde revolves..and the life changes..Suddenly am in a philosphical mood.We believe there are countless stars in the sky..At least I do..Somewhere..Every secondtheres a falling starthat decorates the earth..Why you may ask..Coz I have seen it with ma own eyes..So is seeing beliving..Maybe..Maybe not..I am just running around..Wishingprayingthat everydayruns in a fast paced mode.Nothing seems to matter anymore..All I want isTime to really fly..Life to move on..Tiger year was BAD..except for the lost connections found..But then again..Maybe it was fated to be..Talking about it may seem pointless..But I realised..Its slowly simmering things down..Just going with the flow..I know not whats gonna happen next..But something deep inside tells me..Major changes are waiting in the next year thats running in..Well,The sun has bade good bye long time ago..And the moon is shining quite brightly outside my office..Its time for me to take that walk out..and do my work..So Adious for now..=)
=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=
My Soul-EthaNia-:D