The FaLLen Angel's Here!

~~Thursday, December 31, 2009~~

5:27 PM

Goodbye

2009.

Thanks

for

the lessons.

Thanks

for

the ups and downs..

and

Thanks for teaching me

that life moves on

no matter what

and

things may not be

as bad as

they seem.

with that

welcome year 2010

with open arms

and

a curious mindset.

=)

May all that happens,

Happens for Good.

Insya Allah

:)

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Tuesday, December 29, 2009~~

7:43 PM

Abeedhah completed the quiz

"What is the symbol of your personality?"

with the result

Bountiful Basket.
You are very loved.

Everyone finds you

a welcoming,

warm person.

They look to you

for advice and comfort,

and

someone to just have

a good time with.

Your personality ...

is seen as

cliche and average,

but in truth,

you

have

talents

and

skills and ideas

that

no one

has

thought

before.

You are

someone

with

style.

You are good

with

colors,

and

you know how to

color

people's worlds

and

minds

your way.

You think

new relationships

are

a coloring book,

fill them

with

fulfilling

conversations

and meetings.

You may seem

nice and perfect

and

beautiful,

you have a policy of

"forgive but never forget".

You always remember

your enemies

if you have any,

and

you know

where to steer.

Sometimes,

when you're completely lost,

you are dependent

on friends for help.

You hope

they'll be there for you,

but

sometimes

you fear

that

they won't be.

That is something

you are afraid of.

You are ready to give,

but

you are also

ready to accept.

To many,

it seems like

you change

your personality

just for

different people,

but

in fact,

you are the one thing

that's not changing.

Other people grow on you,

and grow fond of you,

not the other way around.

You are always yourself,

and

you are definite.

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Wednesday, December 23, 2009~~

12:50 AM

Read a note on facebook
that related
to
some
issues
that has been
going around me.
So
I thought
it would
be
appropriate
to share
it
with
YOU
all.
Ha ha.
=)

Tomorrow
you may get a working woman,
but you should marry her
with these facts as well.

Here is a girl,
who is
as much educated
as you are;
who is earning almost
as much as you do;

One,
who has dreams
and
aspirations
just as
you have
because
she is
as human as
you are;

One,
who has never entered the kitchen
in her life
just like
you
or
your sister
haven't,
as she was
busy in studies
and competing
in a system
that gives
no
special
concession
to girls
for their
culinary
achievements

One,
who has lived
and
loved
her
parents
and
brothers
and sisters,
almost
as much
you
do for
20-25
years
of
her
life;

One,
who has bravely agreed
to leave behind
all that,
her home,
people
who love her,
to adopt
your home,
your family,
your ways
and
even
your
family
name
....

One,
who is somehow
expected
to be
a master-chef
from
day one,
while you sleep
oblivious to her predicament
in her new circumstances,
environment
and
that
kitchen!

One,
who is expected
to make the tea,
first thing
in
the morning
and
cook
food
at the end
of
the day,
even
if
she is
as tired as
you are,
maybe more,
and
yet
never ever
expected to complain;
to be
a servant,
a cook,
a mother,
a wife,
even if
she
doesn't
want to;
&
is learning
just
like you are
as to
what
you want
from her;
and
is
clumsy
and
sloppy
at times
and
knows that
you won't like it
if she is too demanding,
or if she learns faster than you;

One,
who has her own
set of friends,
and
that includes
boys and even men
at her workplace
too,
those,
who she knows
from
school days
and
yet is
willing to
put
all that
on
the
back-burners
to
avoid
your
irrational
jealousy,
unnecessary
competition
and
your
inherent
insecurities;

Yes,
she can drink
and dance
just
as well as
you can,
but won't,
simply because
you won't like it,
even though
you say otherwise

One,
who can
late from work
once in a while
when deadlines,
just like yours,
are to be met;

One,
who is doing
her level best
and
wants
to make
this
most
important,
relationship
in her
entire life
a grand success,
if
you
just
help
her
some
and
trust
her;

One,
who
just
wants
one
thing
from
you,
as
you are
the only one
she knows
in
your entire house -
your unstinted support,
your sensitivities
and
most importantly -
your understanding,
or
love,
if
you
may
call
it.

But
not many guys
understand this
......

Please
appreciate
"HER"

Respect "Her"

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Wednesday, December 16, 2009~~

7:07 PM

Now before you go about
clicking
the play button,
Got to tell ya,
This
video clips
were
done
years
back
and
It
was
done
purely
with
the intention
of creating
fun filled memories.
Happened
to go thru
old
home
made vcds
and
(even tho some of them
are 'cannot make it' cases)
I found them
def
worthwhile
to be up on my blog
:)
So
for old time
sake,
The following
videos
were
uploaded
=)

The song request section!

yet another continuation shot at zeen's home

1 of the break time
shots
we took for the home video
=p

The zoo trip in btw zeen and my birthday
10 feb 2005

Hasinah's dance bits
=p

24/03/2001
(= Indian dance by QSS gurls =)

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

5:53 PM

The Gift of Depression

Confined
within
4 walls,
Screaming
within
my head,
Fighting
a war within
My heart,
I did
not even
have
the courage
to face the mirror.
Unknowingly,
I had welcomed
HIM
with open arms
into my life.
Dark hooded
and
with
an
evilish grin
He
came within
and
conquered
my world.
For
4 years,
He
went
around
with
me
adding
on
to
My
inferiority
complex
My pillow
drenched
with tears
for almost
all nights
and
even
days
at times
and
HIS
ultimate
aim
seems
to
make
loneliness
swallow
me.
And
For
4
yrs
He
did
suceed.
But
He didnt know.
He didnt know
that
opposing forces
were acting against him.
Those
who
refused
to
give up
on me.
Even
when
I told them
to go
get a life,
Even
When
I
refused
to
grab
hold
of
their
hands
when
they
came
running
to
lift
me
up.
Those
forces
called
'Besties'
endured
everything
and
came along
like
a shadow.
Waiting
for a moment
to
snatch
the blind fold
away
from me.
To embed
in me
that
there's a reason
why everything happens.
Even rock shatters rite..
I did too
one day.
Realization
hit hard
and
I came
to
a conclusion
that
theres a bad
in
good
and
theres
a blessing
behind
every
obstacle.
Therefore
I smiled back
at
Mr.Depression
and
thanked
him.
Coz
with
his presence,
God
showed
me that
My
loved
ones
were
truly
miracles
in disguise.
Thru Him,
I realized that
I had just
forgotten
that
my
smile
was
still
there
lingering
under
my nose.
Deep traumas
leave
irrevocable
scars
in us..
They
do
create
negative
effects
and
make
it seem
like
We are
never
gonna
get out of it.
After all
Mr.Depression
gets stronger
feeding
on
our
soul
and
mind.
But
God
always
deploys
an
angel
on earth
to hit
some
sense
into
our heart
and
get us
back on track.
Thank GOD
and
Mr.Depression,
I held
on to mine
after
waking up
from
four
years
of
sleep
walking.
Walking
the path of life
with
head held high,
I do
stumble
here
and
there
now.
But
past experiences
have thought me
how to
get back
on my feet
and
where
to
tap
for
balance.
Now
Mr.Depression
has
long
gone
with
the wind.
Now and Then
Mr Anger
and
Ms Frustration
do pop in
sometimes,
but
they
too
are
bidded
farewell
by
my gems,
'cherished
memories..'
=)
I've
come to learn
that
the road
to
recovery
is indeed
a difficult
but
possible one.
It certainly
helps
when
your
loved
ones
cushion
you
with
love
care
and
concern
after you
have
fallen.
After all
if
the door
closes
you should
be able
to
open
your eyes
to
the
windows
that
still
allows
the
breeze
to
surround
you
;)

The
eyes
will
either
tear
or
twinkle.
I chose
the
latter
one.
=)

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Monday, December 14, 2009~~

2:22 PM

..Embedded..

"A silent hug means a thousands words to the unhappy heart."

"831 means 'I Love You'8 letters3 words 1 meaning."

"It's not my fault
I love you,
it's yours."

"Love is like a butterfly,
the more you pursue it
the more it eludes you,
but if you are calm
and still
it will land
on your
shoulder."

"I'm afraid to admit
that I'm in love with you,
but I can't forget your eyes
and I can't stop feeling your lips;
your words keep echoing in my head
and you always make me weak.
I don't want to mean it
when I say,
'I love you',
but
I can't
help it."

"Often times
we say goodbye
to the person we love
without wanting to.
Though that doesn’t mean
that we've stopped loving them
or we've stopped to care.
Sometimes goodbye
is a painful way
to say
I love you."

"The bad things in life
open your eyes
to the good things
you weren't
paying attention
to before."

"You fail to see
the one
who loves you
standing right
in front
as does
she fail to see you
love her in turn.
Don't wait
to tell her,
because
it might be
to late then."

"I don't wanna need you,
'coz I can't have you."

And
My
All Time
Favorite
Classic One:

"I guarantee
there’ll be tough times;
I guarantee
that at some point,
one, or both of us
is gonna wanna
get out of this thing;
But
I also guarantee,
that if I don’t ask
you to be mine,
I’ll regret it
for
the rest
of my life...
because
I know
in
my
heart,
that
you’re
the only
one
for
me.

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Monday, December 7, 2009~~

3:29 PM

Expect the unexpected!

Really..
Was planning to spend
time with muza baby..
But
ended up
spending time
in
hospital..
Appendix attack..

hiaz..

4 days
spent in pain
and agony..

but well
am back home now!
Hospitalization leave
till the 16th dec!
Annual leave till 21st!
Appointment on the 22nd!
LOL..

But what
am
I
gonna
do
to spend
time..
hmm..
Lets see..

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

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Goodbye

2009.

Thanks

for

the lessons.

Thanks

for

the ups and downs..

and

Thanks for teaching me

that life moves on

no matter what

and

things may not be

as bad as

they seem.

with that

welcome year 2010

with open arms

and

a curious mindset.

=)

May all that happens,

Happens for Good.

Insya Allah

:)