Teddys Don't Hug Back.. But Sometimes, Thats All You've Got..
FALLEN ANGEL;
Some day everything will make purfect sense!
So for now,Luff @ the confusion..Smile thru the tears
& Keep Reminding yourself..
That Everything Happens 4 A Reason! :)
My Life's Wonders;
My Ambience.
Photography. :)
Rain.
Babies.
Breeze.
Books.
Papa.
Mama.
Loggie.
Baayi.
Childhood buddies.
Cuzzies.
Editing.
Music.
Dancing.
Choreography.
Eventz Organizing.
Cooking.
Ice Milo.
Indulging in ice cream while walking in the drizzling rain =p
To Be mesmerized into the book world while hugging my soft toys!
Hanging out.
and all the things that helps me improve myself inside out =p
DETESTS;
Change your negatives into positives &
you will see a bright new world..
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Monday, July 27, 2009
11:52 PM
I saw baayi today!! Wee! That explains everything rite! hahaha! Weeee! And Me & Omnia Darling were in the same Colour combination! Hahaha! Green and Black! Shalu had a difficult time believing that it was nt planned! But Gal It wasn't! Hahahah! Yay! Am Always full of smiles with my darlings! But then afterwards I miss them like crazy! U know.. It feels so cozy.. Carefree to be with them.. Like 'problem free' I was just laughing and grinning away.. Hiaz.. Counting down for the next meeting,, Haha.. Which could be real soon! and I think maybe (Insha allah) Once a week Baayi's home can be the slacking area! haha.. Love you guys.. Thanks for reminding me that my smile is still there beneath my nose.. haha.. and Love you both.. What else can I say.. For giving me a reason to hold on and another family to love.. The relations I chose.. I call them My souls and God made them My Childhood Buddies.. =)
P.s: Pictures coming up real soon!! :0 LoL!!
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Sunday, July 26, 2009
11:31 PM
உனக்காக.. அன்பே உனக்காக.. நான் இங்கு தமிழை டைப் செய்தேன் உனக்காக.. ஹஹ லோகி கண்ணே இப்பொழுது கிடைத்ததா உனக்கு? தமிழில் எவ்வாறு ப்லோக் செய்வதென்ற பதில் ?
haha! okie that was lame! niways, Happy blogging in tamil dear! lol! =) I mish my dearies!! =)
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5:05 PM
Am I there yet.. It feels as if Its there and yet its not. One things for sure.. When One door closes Thousand Windows will Open.. What I wanted so badly slipped out of my hand just like that.. But today I realize all was for good. Am Happy that it has slipped actualy.. HAHA.
The common words, what if one fish escapes, theres ton in the pond. Thats so true.. LOL.. and what more can I say when the fishes swim towards me. haha..
But the thing is You got to understand one fact about me. Am actually ALLERGIC to fishes. Thanks to those few fishes that came earlier. Am now paranoid of fishes. But then there are these friendly ones, Well, as I said they're friendly. Thats it. LoL. I know. Stop raising your eyebrow or scratching your head. You know I know. Am not talking about fish literally, haha, Sounds Fishy? Thats Abee's life (partially) for ya ! LOL. Am trying to grin the whole day but its too painful. Just when I feel the need to I cant do it rite!? Hmmfp, thanks to the infection!
Oh & People! Am the same ABEEDHAH BEGUM BINTE SAHUL HAMEED who studied in Queensway secondary school from 1999 to 2002. Check the school book The name will be there. *winks*
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Sunday, July 19, 2009
4:49 PM
Totally awesome!!
Goosebumps appeared and oh boy! Dont ask me Whats so special but something in it is.. Made me go 'Hiazz' Haha, well for those who know me personally You would know why I went 'Hiazz' Haha, Sun set or Sun rise, I always go 'Hiazz' Haha!
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4:34 PM
If I could I would.. So totally felt the pride.. Even though there were pricks here & there .... The 3 words that rarely comes from you makes me tear.. Just like It did when I watched the video.. Love you Daddy..
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Wednesday, July 15, 2009
10:04 PM
Some moments blissful.. Some moments are spent in darkness.. Some..are just draggy.. and Some seems to fly by.. If anything is predictable.. Its the fact That Life is unpredictable.. What a timing.. What an experience.. Everything seems to be jumbled up together.. The feeling of going to lose something precious is still prolonging there.. and then there's this unknown feeling.. That something new might also enter the chapter soon.. Is it all about.. No pain.. No gain.. GOD knows.. & At times I wish He'd just let us know too. Just to back up.. What am I saying.. Its been a month.. and am still struggling.. It seems to fall into place and at times It still feels like am a separate entity.. Why shouldn't it be me instead of him.. She needs him. How is she gonna survive w/out him.. How am I gonna live through.. Wouldn't it be easier if Its me .. Just one of the questions that keeps pounding in my head.. Just One More Last Thing Before I go.. GOD .. Let Tmr Be A Smooth day.. Although It already seems HECTIC ..
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Tuesday, July 7, 2009
7:16 PM
The Little Things That Makes Us Say Its Okay 2 Go On .. Coz Life Is Still Beautiful ..
i1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. (No where in birth cert did it say life was gonna be fair rite?)
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. (Back or front?)
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. (Forgive BUT do NOT Forget!) =p
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch. (while on mc?)
5. Pay off your credit cards every month. (remind me man!!)
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. (Hmm..U sure?)
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. (Thats soo true..)
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. (Hehe, based on experience, GOD you def took my complaints with A Laughter Ring tone)
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. (I am way past that stage! lol)
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. (OOoOh!! Loggie! Hot chocolate!!)
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. (Well..Its carved on stone to be erased..)
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. (That, We shall see in future!)
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it. (This is something everyone should remember!!)
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks. (Cross fingers)
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind. (Breath in..Breath out!!)
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger. (The rotten coleslaw included?)
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else. (Yeah, See. Now U shld know why I lurve Poky,lollipops, Swings & Soft toys!!!!)
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer. (If its meant for you.. It will come to you by hook or crook)
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special. (Hahahah!)
22. Over prepare, go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you. (Yes mam!)
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words ''In five years, will this matter?". (5 years 500000 Things would have occured!!)
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything. (This I dont Understand!!)
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time, time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. (I wish sumone does at times though! haha!)
33. Believe in miracles. ( How can I not believe what I am! lol!)
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative... dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved. (erm..)
39. Get outside every day.. Miracles are waiting everywhere. (The sun,The Moon,The Stars, The Rainbow and My Darlingzz!!)
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone Else's, we'd grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time.
You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up. (This is one difficult part!!)
44. Yield.. (Bleah!)
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift. (Thats why they call it the Present..)
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Monday, July 6, 2009
11:31 PM
All these weird dreams.. Of Wedding Gowns.. Cars.. Decorations.. and This strange pale looking boy.. Drawing circles around the mansion and claiming that we got to find the way to break the spell and escape .. was scary.. real horror .. goosebumps.. And Thats just one of them.. Have been having quite a number of such dreams lately.. real mystifying.. Cant figure whats happening.. and yet something terrible is about to happen in them.. grrr... Hate the fact that I take an hour to get to sleep and I wake up the next hour.. Only to take another hour to get back to sleep.. Real Headache.. and finally Tuesday is here.. Maybe thats the cause of all these strange feelings .. Bring me out of these shell and let me face the rainbows.. Coz it takes the sun and mist to work hand in hand.. Cant comprehend na? Thats my LIFE for You ....
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12:38 AM
The darkness Really Got 2 Me Today.. I cried My Heart Out.. And Thanx 2 The 1 Aunty Who Kept Patting My Shoulder.. It really helps when all the tears are released.. Feels much better now.. Its monday again.. and M dragging.. My legs. & What Am I doing ?? I donnoe.. Am Surprised I LeD Myself Into This Situation.. Time Will Tell.. And I soo Wanna Get A Hug From My Darlings! The emotional turmoil today is making my head spin.. Gimme the strenght God.. The Will Power.. The test that you'r putting us through.. Let us come out of it together with heads held high and A heart that sings.. Please.. Let us survive..
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Saturday, July 4, 2009
12:04 AM
I am meeting intersting personalities.. From past and Present.. Its really funny the way They are coming in (Again).. LoL.. Lets see where this path leads too.. & In The Meanwhile.. All of us have been crossing fingers and waiting.. Hopefully There are answers on Tuesday .. & I hope they are good ones too.. Hmm.. There are alot of people whom I wanna see again.. Spend some quality time with.. Looking forward to July 11 !! God! Pls let there be no obstacles.. Wanna be care free.. Wanna feel the wind breeze through My Hair.. and I wanna Luff It all out .. With My Dearies.. Darlings.. Let me forget every thing.. At least 4 a while.. Not the sorrow.. Not the Pain.. But the heaviness the heart is feeling.. Let it go away.. Wiped away by my darlings smiles.. & Hugs.. Coz They Are My Best Medicines !! =)
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My Soul-EthaNia-:D
