~~Sunday, June 28, 2009~~

3:32 PM

The Week of Acceptance

Aquarius

February 8-15

You are a champion of the underdog.
(????)
You despise
intolerance and unfair treatment
in any form.
(yeah!)
You dislike people
who
pretend
to
be
something
they are not
and
often ‘poke holes’
in other people’s balloons.
(oh gosh! that really irritates the hell out of me!!)
You have a low self image
(That was years ago!)
and
you have bursts of anger
that usually do not last long.
(True.)
You are a resourceful individual
and
rarely at loss for new ideas.
(For that, I need an idea generator machine now!!)
You are your own worse enemy.
(I think so too..hmm..)
You love activity and movement.
(Am moving around now!)
You are easily affected
by what others say
and
do
and
a wrong look
could easily ruin
your whole day.
(Although, I would love to say a NO, thats the truth..)
You are abundant
in humor, irony,
and
wit.
(hehe,People actually term it as being sarcastic!)
You like to make plans
for the future.
(yeah, but do they work out is the question here!)
You crave love
and
are extremely affectionate
but are rarely
able to find
the right person.
(No comments!)
You are not easily satisfied
and
often bored;
you have a great need
for attention.
(closing remark pls!)
Strengths:
Lively – Inventive – Affectionate
Weaknesses:
Irritated – Vulnerable – Needy

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Thursday, June 25, 2009~~

1:18 PM

Can't contain them..

Can't hide them..

Gimme a reason

Carry

Actually

haf

them

laid

out

What

The

Mind

Says

The

Heart

Doesn't

Accept

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Saturday, June 20, 2009~~

1:03 PM

Its been an unique first week..

First 2 articles are out..

Mixed reactions..

Feels good though..

Hmm..

Life...

Its exactly the way the dots go..

Following..

But to where..

No One Knows..

Lemme just..

Go Along With The Flow..

Nuthing More to Say 4 Now..

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Tuesday, June 16, 2009~~

7:44 AM

Successfully done with 1st day!
Though am yet to find out
How to get there
w/out
the means of a cab!
hehe..
Well,
If
I
Don't find it out soon,
Very soon
Am Gonna Have
A Very Large Hole In My Pockets!
LOL!
&
Dad's home!!
Got to go back to the hospital
Next week though..
Momentary Happiness..
Hmm..
As I was telling Loggie,
Whatever
I say
That I do not want
becomes
the top most priority
In My List..
Hmm..
Early morning blogging..
Checking Mail..
and Wandering
Singapore
On my own..
Interesting..
Lets See.
Where
This
Path
Leads
Too
....

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Sunday, June 14, 2009~~

11:11 PM

I have
often imagine
waking up
as a child
in my
old flat..

Running
To
My
Mom
..
Saying
I had
A Very Bad Nightmare..
&
A Long One Too..

&
How I Wish..
That Vision
Comes True Now
....

Can Someone Just Shut Me Up In An Empty Room
&
Let Me Scream It Out..
I will be grateful..

'I'
One Word
Surrounded
By
Many
Others
..

One By One Sticking Back..
Thinking
Its The Last Stage..
Pls Lord..
Let It Be Not..

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

11:00 PM

The Heart Thats Dying A Slow Death..

Should I Say More..

Its The 1st Day
Tomorrow..
&
I feel
as
If
M
Thrown
out
of the window..
Daddy's not around
To send me off..
Words may have flown..
but
Fact
is a
fact..

Having Tears in My Eyes..
There I See Myself
Sobbing
In One Corner..
Walking Alone..

I hate this emotion..
Feeling
The Lost of Something
Precious..
Thats slowly fading..
Into
Just memories of Past..

Being not able to shed
A single drop of tear..
Am
being
Surpressed..

I wanna be 4 year old again..
So Badly..
Coz
Thats How Am Feeling..
HELPLESS..
Lost..

I want to be
The Daddy's girl again..
Holding Hands with Daddy
&
Going for a drive in the park..
Vision of him smiling
as he sees me
driving
my mini car..
Trying
to grab the flowers
along the way..

It hurts..
and yet I cant let it out..
Got to be strong for mommy..
For the sister..
For the both of them
who seem like an adult..
But Indeed..
They're just
A Child at Heart..

God give me the strength..
Let me not
wilt
like the flowers thats crying with
Its dark petals..
Let me not fade into wind..
For
I Need 2 B There..
&
I want them to be there as well..
GOD..
Grant me one last wish..
Let me see him
with
twinkling eyes
and charming smile..
Let him
Live for another
eternity..
Give him mine
If Its Needed..
For
I Don't think
I can survive
without being
A
Daddy's Girl..

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Tuesday, June 9, 2009~~

11:43 PM

Is
It
ME
??
Or
Is
It
The
Others
??

Am really curious to know..
Why most
of them
seem to be happening
around the same time
??

And
Some
Complicated
Creatures
Don't
Even
Bother
To
Understand
The
Meaning
of
Forgiveness
&
What
It Can Do
..
All
They Can Think
Of
Is
Their
Egoism
Pride
&
Selfish
(UNDERLINE AND BOLD)
Thoughts
When
It
Comes
To The Line
Of
What
'PEOPLE'
Will Think..
For that,
I have 3 Words:
I Don't Give A Darn!

Thank You
!!

Hmm..
On A Lighter Note..
M Getting Better
(Health Wise)
Thanks To God
&
Mommy
For Taking Care Of Me.
&
Pls Let
Loggie
Get Well Soon
Too..

=)

A Miracle
That
Am
Still
Cool
And
Calm
.
Really
!
Thank
God
Again
.
=)

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Thursday, June 4, 2009~~

1:27 PM

The Mirror
Has Shattered..
Thousands of Pieces..
&
A Few Are Missing..
A few Even Planted
Itself Inside Me..
So That
It Can Keep
Pricking Forever..

It just shot Right Through
The BackBone
&
Came Through
My Heart..
I
Didn't Know
It Could Hurt
So Much..

But
This Time
Am Aware
Of
The Pain
One Can Cause..
Esp The Other Species,
&
That Too
The Kin
That made me
Feel So Alive..

No More Tears..
No More Emotions..
All Numbed
Up..
Maybe
This
is
FREEDOM..

23 Years
&
Nothing..

Am
Sorry
To All..

Coz of Him..
Have Lost A Few..
But
Then Again..
Who Am I To Blame..
I Was Blinfolded..
Wasn't I?

By The Fold
Called
Love,
Responsibility
&
Concern..

All That Has Been Ripped Off Now..
Coz Have Seen Your True Colours Now..

All That Has Been Washed Off Ashore..
Never Will It Be The Same Again..

Never Will I Call You
By The Relation Again..

Forget It..
God..
Grant US Amnesia..

For The Loss is Great
and
The Scar
Is Deep..

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Monday, June 1, 2009~~

7:40 PM

'You Have Inked Yourself Into Our Hearts!'

Words
I will never ever forget..
Thanks alot dearies..
Unexpected words
from unexpected souls..
I didn't realize
I had made such an impact..

It was an emotional day..
New phase of life..
Anxious..
Happy
&
Yet..
It felt so painful..

When I stepped out
of the school for the last time
as a CCPE..
One year flew..
and yet
It felt like
I have been there for ages..
I felt as if
I had grown up there
together with the girls
who came in as children
and left as teenagers...

So much of difference..
So many friends..
So many angels..
Thanks to all..

The Hugs and Words
and the feelings that
flowed from the eyes..
Will forever
Be EMBEDDED
in my memory!
Its a feeling
I will never
trade
for
another..

June 15 2009..
Another Chapter..

Sneham..
Will the DREAM come true..

Awaiting..
For What
The
FUTURE
holds..

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

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The Week of Acceptance

Aquarius

February 8-15

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