The FaLLen Angel's Here!

~~Thursday, November 27, 2008~~

6:41 PM

That was like
a 1000 butterflies
flying around me!!

Ha Ha!
M talking about the 'spa' pool!
and the Henna Party!

What started out with a 'no clue idea'
added on with a ' we are oh so late'
into 'lets get into the pools gal!
topped by 'GOSSIPS & UPDATES!',
finalized by a half nyte mingling
during a session of henna party
and
another half nyte
of Oprah Winfrey
was like a real stress reliever!!

Oh and not forgetting
the Liana's Belated birthday party plus ,
brides congratulations moments!!! =)

and GUESS WHAT!
haha, Abee got inside
a 1.6M Pool
and
soaked
herself
all
the way in!

well, may not seem
like a BIG thing to most people
but hey! knowing my 'plight'
I was delighted k!
A very big thanks
to
Q and Liana Babes!

As I always end up saying
everything has a solid reason
for happening..
Yesterday was no different.
Met a few new people in life
and realized
some interesting facts...

1) No matter how jittery, glittery a wedding
is in your imagination,
in real life scenario,
it could turn into compromising
and
into a 'their happiness thingy'
which was supposed
to be' 'our happiness'..
After all that commotion,
at the end of the BIG day,
it boils down to the both of you
holding hand in hand
and
stepping into another new era..
well some may think
what the hell m I getting
myself into with
a 'I have got NO idea!'
haha..

2) With a cool and calm mind set,
you dont have to be a nervous hysteric bride!
Thanks for being a great example Q!

3) Even though at 22 to 24
you many say
that you dont bother
about it anymore
or you give up,
at the strike of 24 onwards,
you will start to PANIC!
BIG TIME!!

4) At that point of (teenage)
time,
we may have
felt that
ours was
the greatest
pain
and
that was
the end of life..
but hell..
Lil did we know,
there was a long
way to go down
the path full of pain..
sobs and hatreds..
but Also the fact
that behind everything,
theres always some one
who's a godsend to get you up
your knees..
and I realize that
I was nt the only out cast
who was shunned..
To think of it now..
maybe
there were at least
10 of them like me
in each
neighborhood
schools..

5) haha..and I have lost touch of getting on bikes!
and
I still have not lost
that fear of getting up and down
the bike!
Thanks for the offer anyway buddy =)

6) Why did I end up being a CCPE?
Coz GOD wanted to push me
into a group of lovelies
who really cared about the bonds
that we share
and
to be an outlet
for each other
during
points of happiness,
sorrow..
to bask in joy
and
to unlock
some of the things
that feels like a ton
on the shoulders..

7) As I sat in that hall
till the wee hours of the morning..
It was ME
who did all that self reflection..
and
Thanks again
for that Q baby!

and no, she's nt tattooing him! haha!

The Lizard art work!!
=p

The Bride's Leg!!

8)haha...
and for all those 'hennatic' flowers,
superman
and
yeah not forgetting the lizard,
the hot cup of coffee,
the 'new games',
luffter, reflections, relaxations
and
for everything and anything
I felt on that day,.
THANKS to u guys!
We really rocked
being under one roof!
hahaa!

9) And GOD,
I know,
There have been times
when I have talked to you
in the most stupidest way ever..
As Isk says m such a 'LOSOH!'
At times..
ok!
Most of the times,
but THANKS..
coz at some point of time
when you know
I need a miracle,
You have always pushed into one
(never mind the sustainability! ;p)
You have always shown to me
that am not the only one
out there with such issues..
Really..
You are GOD
coz
You're THE Best!!
=)

10) I know the list will go on and on..
but sometimes
its best to say it short..
short and sweet..
As usual I wanted to write alot..
but as summarized
above they some how
cover the entire event..
I just wanna say..
savor each and every moment you get..
Coz you might not get
to be
in
the exact position again..
and
definitely
theres a reason behind
meeting someone new
each and every day of life..
Although the fact was kicking someway in there
inside my mind,
I refused to let it out..
Yesterday I did..
=)
and
I feel GOOD!
hehe..

and
ANNA you rock!
Theres always
laughter and merriment
wherever you go..

Another word
for you would
be Delight!
Thanks for being there
and
Of course
Love Ya bro!!
And
Your wifey's very
the ADORABLE!!!!
keke..

To
Liana,Wana, Isk Anna, the Beautiful Bride Q
and
all the guys who made it
HAPPENING :
THANK YOU
SOOOOO MUCH!!

Love you babes
and
It was Great
meeting
you
dudes!
=)

Amidst all these,
I also realized
something else!!
Even though
I was surrounded by people
who made sure
I was ok and smiling,
Every second,
TWO people
occupied my mind!
Esp,
When I was offered
Ice drinks,
When we were playing cards
and
When
I was playing
the professional
Henna Artist role;
I missed
LOGGIE & Baayi
ALOT!!

My classic example
for the Logic
that
every minute
in
life is important
to
savor and cherish !
=0)
haha,
Lets have a day
just for us
SOON
OK!!

Love ya
Baayi and Loggie!

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Monday, November 24, 2008~~

9:58 AM

Happiness is like a butterfly..

The more you chase it..

The further away it flies from you..

But..

Just when you divert your attention

to other beautiful things in life..

It gently comes and softly sits on ur shoulders..

Ironic..

but yeah..things are once again changing for better..

Me and Loggie are stepping into a lot of great things together!

haha..

Motivation check Babe!!

Finally school's carnival is over!

Phew, but the after effect lasted for nearly a week..

(its still lingering!!)

Pics will be up soon!!

Dinner and dance preparations are also running smoothly. ThAnk God!

and then there was the trip to BBDC!

heehee..and the photo taking session plus the early morning pasta gobbled down with Tiramisu cake and sprite!

What a combo rite!

haha..

Anyway had a fun day!!

Laughing away for nuthingness and giggling away at each other!

haha.. as usual rite!

hmm..and as the month is coming to an end..

Another thing is also nearing but that shall be kept hidden for a while..

What else..

Arg ! That always happens when you have ALOT to tell!

heehee..M missing baayi!

Oh ya! When to watch madagascar!

Sooo Hilarious and everything in it was so adorable!!

hahaa!

Alrite!

M entertaining Nadia now!!

Lurve her voice! heehee!

hehe will get back soon!!

Got a fortune cookie that said:

speak from your heart and the answer you receive may surprise you.

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Sunday, November 16, 2008~~

12:47 PM

A Reason, A Season & A lifetime.

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you know which one it is,
you will know
what to do for that person..
When someone is in your life for a REASON,
it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty,
to provide you with guidance and support,
To aid you physically,
emotionally
or
spiritually.

They may seem like a godsend

and they are.
They are there for the reason

you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part

or at an inconvenient time,
This person will say or do something

to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die.

Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up

and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that

our need has been met,

our desire fulfilled,

their work is done.
The prayer you sent up

has been answered

and now

it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life
for
A SEASON,
because your turn has come to
share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience
of peace
or
make you laugh.
They may teach you something
you have never done.
They usually give you
an unbelievable amount of joy.

Believe it,
it is real.
But only for a season.

LIFETIME
relationships
teach you
lifetime lessons,
Things you must build
upon in order to have
a solid emotional
foundation.
Your job
is to accept

the lesson,

Love the person
and put what you have learned
to use in all other relationships
and areas of your life.

It is said
that love is blind
but
friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank You both for being my Lifetime..

&
Thank you all for
being a part of my life,
Whether
you were a reason,
a season or a lifetime....

Coz in a way or another..
U made me value
my lifetime treasures
=)

My god sent Angels..

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Tuesday, November 11, 2008~~

10:11 AM

Weddings..Wedding and of course Wedding Bells and Roses!

Yeah..as the heading says..
Have rceived so many invitations..
Even double weddings per day..
Everything is cool till Someone pops that question to mE..
So GOD,Pls dont let anyone ask me THAT question k.

heehee..and I realise people are choosing peculiar dates...
lol..well well.. me and Loggie have a plan too..
Shh! heheh..
ok I Got to go..
PEOPLE Showing me attitude and GIVING me HEART ATTACK early in the morning!!!!!

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Sunday, November 9, 2008~~

2:37 PM

Just felt like posting it..
Have a great weekend people..
:)

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Thursday, November 6, 2008~~

2:53 PM

I have not watched the video yet!
but m at work and surrounded..haha
so am leaving it here..
Yeah and Loggie is in Lurve...

haha..with the song la!
She lurves the song to the core!
rite Loggie??

hehe..
and I mish You loads Loads di!!!!
hehehe!!

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Wednesday, November 5, 2008~~

4:44 PM

BuBye 28! HeLLo 29!!

As dad quoted,
' We have chased 28 years away, come lets start chasing the 29th year towards the 30th!'
haha..
yeah November 4 ,2008
marked the 29th year of their wedding anniversary.

Some how or rather this year was different..
felt nice..
Took them on a taxi ride to this restraurant and had a hearty dinner plus a chat.

Could see them beaming..

Cant seem to describe it much..Just that it felt nice..nicely nice..
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p.s: I am feeling too preoccupied..with ..?? question marks..really..I dont understand..Just feeling lost..real lost..Dunno where m heading..who m heading for..it just seems to be going without any destination..
m thinking..alot..
of past..even more way back..where I started knowing the defination
of pain..
have never reflected soo much before..
like m doing now.. whenever m alone..
m forced to go back to reflections.. cant help it..and I am not liking it..I need distractions..
M wondering where my soul went..seems like its been long detached from me..
yeah m smiling..laughing..
but this part of me..is just gone..
will it ever return..? I doubt so..

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

11:11 AM

Am considering the next step in life..

Huge step and loads of commitment..

but I REALLY Wanna dive into it soon.

and People who know me will know wat am talking about.

Heehee..March intake..I soo wanna go in..

Insha Allah

This time round M not gonna get any 'intruders' confuse me/ affect my results.

NONE!

ok m talking to loggie, so will come back later to update more about yesterday!!

Had a nice time!!!! hehe..

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Monday, November 3, 2008~~

10:03 AM

'Arrow goes

forward

ONLY

After you pull it

backwards..'

As baayi said yesterday..

all happens for a reason..

be it anything..

and although

we might say

we dont wanna talk

about it

anymore..

BUT

time and again..

We do.

and

each time..

Realization strikes that ..

Everything was a blessing in disguise..

No one is accountable for our actions..

Slip of tongue or as some may say..

'I dont know why'..

Basiccaly The ultimate decision is ours..

Thank god for showing it to me at least this soon..

Tmr's parents wedding anniversary..

29 years blissfully married together..

and also marks one y ear to another incident..

well well..

Dad's on leave now..

So,

got to spend time with them..

haha..

lesser time in front of pc..

what to do..

My life revolves around a mini circle..

and I am very glad for that actually..

Ok..I got to go..

Adious..Amigo..

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=

~~Saturday, November 1, 2008~~

1:46 AM

A few years back..
When everything seemed flowery..
Gone with the breeze..
Memories..The Only Left overs..

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