Thursday, June 5, 2008

The time is 10 28Am..

I smile to myself
as I sit in the music room
Watching these gals play.
Trying to grasp the note
and The instructor trying to get
the point of the ‘down’ period
across to them..
When he asked them
what do we do
when we are sad,
their answer was very simple..
’CRY’..
Haha..
Sometimes
its just not that simple rite..
Seems like every 6 months the band
will go through
the up and down period.
Reason being the experts leaving
and the newbies coming over..
Life’s circle is indeed applied everywhere.
Coming and Going..
Only when we are pushed into situations
do we realize it as an aftermath..
How many times
have I thought that am going to totally
drown and yet came up..
struggling but surviving..
Every moment is indeed
a lesson learnt hard..
And there the instructor goes..
’we try we will try..no prob..
we are just trying and this Is called improvement..
no harm trying and if no good
we go back to what we were doing!”
hehe..funny la the guy..
and there he goes back to
‘concert E flat scale..’
And here I go back to blogging..

Well am trying to ignore this drawer in my desk
that keeps sliding out on its own..
erm..yeah anyway back to..
What was I saying.. Er..oooh..yeah…

Recently I wanted to blog about a lot of happenings
that’s been just thrown into my life unexpectedly..
For most of them
am just crossing finger..
praying hard that it wont go any further..

For instance..
after 6 years why on earth must you track me down..
or is it just pure coincidence..
sorry..but m not gonna repeat the mistake
so please don’t take any more effort..
I have had enough guilt
suffocating me all these years..

That day at esplanade with my childhood besties ..
Was just great…
pure bliss..
Had a emotional ride back the memory lane
when nagesh brought our old skool pictures..
and most of them we could nt even remember posing..
haha..wonder who or what influenced us
at that point of time..
and the swing pictures..ooooh…
m yearning for a swing now!!

Hiaz..
talking about that
brings me to my room..
haha..
finally my bunk bed is out
and room looks super spacious!!
ha-ha..
Well well.
got to start working on it soon.
Am already searching around for designs
and furnitures and stuff to be considered..
Waiting for all the dearies
to have some free time
so that
they can do
what they wanted to do…
hahhaha..
Loggie..
she called me yesterday!!
And
I MISS HER..
Oh and baayi..
for some unknown reasons..
The bond within the four of us..
feels very strong now..
Realisation dawned on me the day
I was sitting with them..
drinking chocolate milk shake
with
the yummy chocolate cookie...
chosen by baayi for me..
haha..
you see..
I could not be bothered
with
the menu
as I was simply playing
around
as usual
and he decided to do
'the honors'
for me!
Bleah!
Esp when we were having our desert..
haha..
all the pick up lines and ‘jokes’..
even the waiter and waitress
around us
were giggling..
Hehe..
and the plan
about the overseas trip..
Insha allah.
I really hope it happens..
For 16 yrs..
and nagesh 8 to 10 years
gap is no big deal babe!
Hehe!
U have been there
for all the major happenings
remember!!
And
I loved getting you to sneak
your way through..
esp when you were hiding
behind the dbs machine!!
Babe! and M soo proud of you!!
haha! You did what I couldn't do!!
For the first time too that is!
hehe!
Anything for buddies rite!
lol! As for the fruit of the labour,
We got to wait till
our sweetie little pie gets back
from india
and how it progresses from there..
Let HOPE FOR THE BEST..
I don't wanna get
another lecture
from Deepa Akka!
haha!!
=)
Hahaha!!!!
Look at
where I started
and
where I am now..
Happily rattling away..
By the way,
the incident
at Singapore flyer..
Was indeed
A Life moving experience…
esp when we were ‘stuck’
high up there..
I wanted to talk about it
but
now to think about it
I can't seem to put it
down in words..
maybe
some
other time..
Hehee!
Fellow ccpes rule!!!!!!!!!!!
We were virtually there
for each other
yesterday!!
Sssh!!
Hehe!

My AM
told me
she had
positive
feedback
from
the office
about me
yesterday!
Hehe!
Shall not
elaborate
here
coz
self praise
is
international
disgrace!!
Haha
but
I came
out beaming
Ms.AM,
U made
my day!
LoL!

&
Yanti the librarian
is
my new
‘kawan’
who’s also
my lunch
buddy!!
Hehe!
Being
the
same
age,
having
the similar favorites
and
having grown up
in the same area
(separately =p)
its really nice
to be spending
time with her..
haha…
Its adorable
when
she msges me
‘eh!
Can just faster
come or not!
Pple
falling
asleep
here
rite!’
hehe..
and
the guard uncle
was
joking
yesterday
that now only
yanti can come
out of lib
coz haf kawan ma!
Haha!

Basically am going through
this phase
where am facing
a lot of challenges and changes..
Ok..
I think
I have blabbered
super load..
I see
the lappie
battery detoriating..
keke..
I ll be back..
Tata..
(=take care!!=)

=)Expect The Unexpected(=Reality Vs Dream =)Take Care(=