The FaLLen Angel's Here!

~~Monday, December 17, 2007~~

10:38 PM

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What do U do

When U wanna be there

for

someone

Yet U can't..

What do U do

when u so badly

want to give someone

a chance to pour

it all out

yet they choose

isolate themselves..

Heck..

I soo wish

I can just throw it

all into the air

and

walk off..

with

head held

high..

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People ask me..

''Do u regret the '40 days..'?''

I dont..

deep down my heart..

I really don't..

coz

I did it for someone

who deserved it..

I did it

coz

I had given my word

to her that

I would..

I am glad

I did

what I could..

and

though

she's no more..

I know..

She knows

that

I'v given my best too..

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Orchard road walk was fun!!

haha..

was raining..

did something

which

we shouldn't do

when its raining..

hehe..

me and loggie..

aynul didnt wanna do it..

so she watched us..

wanna know what it is..?

Boo!!

sssshhh!!

When the rain

started pouring down hard..

Seeked coffee bean

for

'shelter'..

Slacking in the couch..

Looking around..

The ambience..

Felt like

christmas eve..

The MRT incident..

haha..

Aynul, The credit goes to u ;p

Nothing beats the joy

spending time

with

your loved ones..

Even if it means

sitting in silence

side by side

for

GOD knows

how long..

haha..

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December 14..

A memorable day indeed..

New hairstyle..

'First time'

trip

hair salon

with bestie..

Surprised reactions..

Walk around marina square..

A hot cup

chooclate drink..

The reflecting time..

The answers

that

surprised

both of us..

Looking like a lost child in a fair..

The dinner venue..

69th floor..

Amazing view..

Pampered by people

we didn't even know..

Free drink from 'managers'..

Really wanna know

what they thought

about us..

haha..

The walk back

MRT..

Snapping shots

all

the way..

In all places ;p

Was feeling warm..

Was feeling good..

Pampered

for

a whole day...

Spoke about alot

things..

Basically..

Especially

the future..

The future

being shared

with

the 'stranger'..

Well..

Lets not go there now..

Overall

it was a worthy day..

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oh and finally..

The pests..

that gets irritating as days goes by..

Gone are the days I felt pity..

How many

more

varitey of stories

gonna hear..

1 limps..

and

the other

1 has been saying

that

all he has left

another 3 months..

for your info

you have been

sayin that

for

two years..

plus

I forgot the fact

that

Your parents got killed in a car crash.

and yeah..

your aunty who takes care of you..

how old is she?

21..20..

How tragic can a 18 year old BOY'S life get..

and

what do u do

when you get blocked?

call up your supposedly only cousin

and

supposedly only female friend

and declare 'war'?

BOY..grow up!!

Although I intially believed you..

M slapping my forehead

for

even letting you stay on my friends list now..

For the thing You did,

I ought to be the one

getting people

to knock on your door!!

Get a life,will ya?

and

about me being a mean watever..

Gal..

u need to grow up..

Theres no point trying to persuade me

or being sarcastic..

undertand the fact

that

m not a mother theresa

will ya?

gosh..

I cant stand them anymore..

and the other 1!!

Why on earth

do u have to make it

soo obvious!!

I dont give a damn

about u

spoiling your name

but dumbo!!

Its my reputation

thats at stake

too!!!

Mikki..

m really glad

I had her that day..

Thanks for the retaliating stare darling!!

and

the ideas you gave,

plus aynul, aliz and u by my side!!

m sure

we can have it done!!

Left right centre back!!!!

I love my class..

no doubt about it..

But

this kinda pests have to be dealt with..

how..

I will figure out soon..

p.s>I had my doubts about posting this issue..

but

as mikki said

I have to let it out

somewhere

for

future reference..

I dont wanna mention names now..

but

if it gets unbearable

future,

I might!!

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ok..

I dont wanna end my post with a harsh note..

so lemme just add something here..

'Right eye' and 'left eye'

I love you guys more then every yesterday..

Whatever you girls do..

No matter what..

M gonna be there

loving you both..

No one is of less importance..

and

remember that each of you have your uniqness in my life..

If I had done anything without realizing it and had hurt you in the process..

m TRULY sorry..

Just wanna say that at the end of the day when I go to bed..

despite the normal problems in a human life..

I still manage to look up

@ the sky and thank god with a smile..

coz

I have you all in my life..

So sweetie pies..

Whatever depression period

we all might be going through..

Lets just all hold on together..

and

rock the year end alrite..

Ending

with

loads of hugs and kisses

(for the chosen ones)

haha..

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