The FaLLen Angel's Here!

~~Saturday, July 21, 2007~~

12:30 PM

Maybe I SHould

leave it behind..

It will happen if its meant too right..

hiaz..

I felt much better yestrday

after pouring out things here..

Sitting in the hall

currently with my niece

shouting in joy..

hehe..

all due to the tv game..

my mom..dad

and

sis

they'v gone to the funeral

and

they decided

it was the best

that my niece

and

stay at home..

simply coz

they thought i am nt up

for it this time round...

so its just me and my niece..

after a heavy breakfast
shes happily lying

on the couch

and

browsing through games

on the cable tv

while m here typing away..

such as irony

on how a 7 year old

gets contented with such simple matters

while nothing on earth

seems to satisfy a grown up..

mp4 has been giving me problems too..

its 2 GB

and

can store up to more then 100 songs

but now it only stores abt 88 songs..

cant seem to figure out

whats wrong with it...

still trying to crack it out..

ok..

I better get going..

niece wants my attention..

sayonara..

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2:29 AM

Still

lingering..

illisuions..

imaginations..

They

are

never

gonna

leave

alone..

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2:08 AM

From lovingyou. com...

My Hero..

You were always there to listen,

When my heart began to break

You never left me standing alone,

You were the best friend God could make

Slowly I fell in love with you,

I can't explain the reason why

Maybe it was your enigmatic soul,

That gave me wings to fly

Maybe it was your loving smile,

Your warm and gentle embrace

Maybe it was your soothing eyes,

That lit up the darkest place

Maybe it was because you saved me,

Reminded me of how love feels

I don't know for sure the reason,

Only the way you made my heart heal

I look up to you,

I love you so,

There may be times that we fight,

But you will always be my hero....

"The things that people in love do to each other they remember,

and

if they stay together

it's not because they forget,

it's because they forgive."

from the movie,

"Indecent Proposal"

"I’ve kissed a guy...

I’ve kissed guys.

I just haven’t felt that thing....

That thing...

that moment

when you kiss someone

and

everything around you

becomes hazy,

and

the only thing

in focus is

you

and

this

person.

And

you realize that

that person is the only person

you’re supposed to kiss

for the rest of your life.

And

for one moment

you get this amazing gift.

And

you wanna laugh

and

you wanna cry,

‘cause you feel so lucky

that you’ve found it,

and

so scared that it’ll go away

all at the same time.

"Drew Barrymore;

from the movie

"Never Been Kissed"

"I guarantee

there’ll be tough times;

I guarantee

that at some point,

one, or both of us

gonna wanna

get out of this thing;

But

I also guarantee,

that

I don’t

ask you

to be mine,

I’ll regret it

for

the rest of my life...

because

I know

in my heart,

that

you’re the only one

for me.

"from

the movie

"Runaway Bride"

"Marriage

has less beauty

but

more safety

than

a single life;

it’s full of sorrows

and

full of joys.

It lies

under more burdens,

but

it is

supported

by all

the strengths of love,

and

those burdens are delightful.

"from

the movie,

"Forces of Nature"

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~~Friday, July 20, 2007~~

3:11 AM

Hell has been breaking loose..

wat else..

just when i thought

things were gonna be fine after all..

somewhere a bombshell drops..

wat the hell m i suppose to do?

just clamp up

and

tell myself everything

was just a freaking drama

and

a bunch of illusions

sit in a dark corner

and

cry the hell of myself..

geez..

this life..hatred..

m just getting stuffed with it as days go by..

every yesterday seems to be drownin..

everything seems bleak..

very soon..

depression might knock my door..

but hell..get out..

m nt gonna let u in coz of my vulnerable state now..

u stay where u r..

luffing at me eh..

luff but the one

who luffS Lasts wins the game..

i v defeated U

before..

i can defeat u anytime.

u played wiTH Physical attributes

and i managed to stomp u out..

now u playin mind games eh..

geez as much i hate life.

.i hate u mr.depression..

i haf entertained u

enuff in the past..

so lose hope

and

get going..

oh man..

thank god no one

i know reads my blog..

well..even if they do..

i know they dont bother

abt watever i have to say..

coz they think m nt sure of myhself..

..let me be..

this is who i am and who i ll be..

geez..

i am fuming..

lemme get lost for now..i

f i haf to pour out

somemore

fuel in the future..

I LL

BACK!!

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2:56 AM

Sumhow..when i was feelin damn lonely and damn confuse abt certain things ..i just ended up in this tarot card web page..it works like this: u think of a question u feel like asking in ur mind..press the shuffle button..ask the question again and press the stop button..it draws three cards and from there u take ur cue..in the state i was..well anything was ok for me to pass time..forget certain things and just get sleepy..so there i was playin with it and i just found these particular three cards abit erm..similar to what i m feelin..but hey m nt sayin i m into it..it was jus like ooohkaay kinda thing..so i jus decided to paste them here..well simply to pass more time..

from the website:

Key to your future
These three cards have been picked to answer the question you have in mind. Read each of the interpretations, and understand what role they will play in your life. Remember, the tarot can only show you a path. You have to take the path and make your decisions. These three cards should serve to start off a chain of events. The future is in your hands. So, go ahead!

The Moon

You have drawn the Moon card.

This is a sign of mystery, deception and danger.

You want certain answers, but seeking those may lead you into the unknown.

You are on a journey, and the lure of the unknown is imminent.

Your path is fraught with dangers.

You may lose hope and even turn suicidal.

At times, your instinct will govern your resolve.

It is for you to wake up and take charge.

Use your intelligence to get a hold on the situation.

The Priestess

You have drawn the Priestess card.

This is a symbol of wisdom and enlightenment.

You are aware of how exactly the forces within you

and outside influences work to have a hold on your life.

You possess intuition, and can almost always find answers.

You have complete understanding of how things work.

You also have the ability to interpret the secrets of the world,

and use your intellect to turn a situation round.

The Lovers

You have drawn the Lovers card.

This card indicates the union of opposites.

You value certain relationships as important.

You may have faced opposition in bonding with certain people,

but you have managed to hold on, despite all odds.

You are at the crossroads,

and are going through inner turmoil.

You have to unify opposing forces,

and follow one train of thought.

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~~Saturday, July 7, 2007~~

7:19 PM

Can somebody hate u

even before getting to know u..
Well..

I don't know what to say..
But Sometimes

It just feels

I'D rather be suffocated by a pillow

or something then

being judged by assumptions or mere gossips...
Been through that path alot..

and just when i thought

i have escaped from the unknown clutches..

There I go being hurled back into the flames..
I won't say m the only victim..

but u know..

if I know the reasons behind them..

I might try to console myself..
But then No where in the birth cert

did it mention that

Life's gonna be fair

the people around you

are gonna bother

when you demand for explanations..
5 fingers are not the same

and

u can never find

the same fingerprints on any two person..
Hell..

cant wait to get back to school..
still holding on

to the belief that

things mite get better

and

memories would lock themselfs

up in the store room..
All i wanna do

is to ignore this gnawing feeling in my tummy...

Pick up the bits and pieces

and

to just erase away

certain people in my life..

difficult eh?

hiaz..
My bestie asked me

if at least our future will be bright..

I told her am not gonna settle

for anything less..

but what if I had to..

What if I was force too..

Got to dream beyond your expectations

so that at least

you 'll reach somewhere

near the border rite..?
alrite..

dont wanna blabber anymore..

take care pple..

tata..

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